Fun

113- off

2008-12-12T09:44:00.002+08:00

this is the 113th post. Is that a good number?

I'm off!!!

Paris + Luxembourg, back on the 21st =D

112 - goodbye

2008-12-07T18:49:00.002+08:00

Camp was good, Life is getting better, Nights are getting longer:) things are looking up.

Plus, love always helps doesnt it bossman? HAHA

ok time to go, tooodles!

110: adios suckers!

2008-11-27T14:13:00.004+08:00

Wow the 110th post here! Not bad not bad.

hmmm after Os has been eventful :)

Meeting up with people I havnt see in ages (LOOP!! and seth! and chingy!) and miss LIKE WHOA,

Madagascar 2 ( mort!)

cleaning up my room (yes, its finally clean and dust-bunny free) ,

PROM ( was more fun then I expected + mongyi in a dress) ,

Purple streaks! ( not exactly what I wanted but its fine)

Patching it up with ahem ( yaeeee I missed you there)

Talking on the phone till crazy late hours ( 5 am wthhhhh+ finally sherilyn you want your name here HERE IT IS HAHA) ,

fundraising carwash in church ( then bumping into dweebee the suspected bisexual),

NP red camp ( go ninjas, shake that thanggg!)

Oh and did I mention? revenge can be so sweet :D seth and boss know what I'm talking about HAHA

I'm totally looking forward to the POTC marathon at mere's later :D :D :D :D

and in the future to come:

Many other movie marathons!

SETH SETH SETH SETH SETH ( I miss you muchmuch too!)

church camp

Ninjas outing (?)

cooking pasta for dweebee

187653218938 house parties I must somehow go to :P

SHERS BACK OMGGGG FINALLY! ( see your name again!)

The great AHEM with Moley xD

Seeing G and Joy and Sham!

Paris + Luxembourg

CHRISTMAS oh gods

and omg omg so much more stuff heh

OH and tags tags replies to tags

- : yes, I am sensitive to other peoples comments about me. And screw off please :D If you dont leave your name dont talk

Untitled : Uh, yeah ok. You love me? Thats........... nice haha. Why not tell me in person? Same goes for you unfortunately : screw off unless you leave your name

Lester: yeap. Uh, lets talk elsewhere.

Rick: Yes yes, you amuse me so. And of course they deserve each other, theyre all the same kinda.............. I tell you later XD

Sher: OMG HIS NIPPLES haha bad mental image there!

Peewee : I'm sorry, but my "I" key isnt working so its peewee for now xD YES OMG NINJAS OI!!

Oh and :

Sam : uh, yeah I'm a hairy kid, glad that turns you on? seriously, do I know you? Like, screw off.

Kara: uh, nobody calls you egg. Youre not egg. You CHOSE that nickname yourself!

Kara/ Nerissa/ maw: Uhh you dont even talk to me IN CHURCH and youre tagging? ok like, just go away. Now. Permanently.

Speaking of going away permanently.......

110: adios suckers!

2008-11-27T14:13:00.001+08:00

109 : graduation

2008-11-14T20:47:00.001+08:00

Dear everybody,

I HAVE GRADUATED.

ten years, and I'm finally graduating. And when I went up to get my diploma, I didnt trip :)

108 : lit day!

2008-11-07T19:09:00.002+08:00

MO MO I am daym angry I need to rant at you cause its that poem that came out. THAT POEM! OMG the one I said I hate and I hope it never comes out! Thst damn poem I said I couldnt do at all and I really couldnt stand or identify with! The ONE singaporean-based poem I said I couldnt do the ONLY ONE OMG where are you!!! i NEED TO RANT!!! unless youre gonna give me the long lecture about karma luh :P

AND THE FUNNIEST THING. I got out of lit to be greeted by 2 msgs from rickabye. and the first one said " HAHAHAHAHAH I JUST SAW A GUY WITH THE NAMETAG PRABHU HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAH"

HAHA! my prabhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu I love/will miss youuuuuuuuuuuu. As do the other 9543824121234 girls in your very horny fanclub -.- your influence no doubt.

Like peewee said, I feel like even though I'm still shackled ( bio mcq SAD) its like the ball on the chain has fallen away! heh

Love ya Dweebs (: soon soon! and the hair on *ahem* other parts of my body too !

107: for dweebs

2008-11-02T14:03:00.002+08:00

HAHA
Since shes the only other person besides MJ to love Paolo nutini =D
and she misses me
and she is so cute with her cat kungfu
and she is small and cute
and she puts up with my lian-ing
and cause everyone needs to smile once in a while =D

(for dweebs)

Take me wandering through these streets,

Where bright lights and angels meet,

Stone to stone they take me on,

I'm walking to the break of dawn.

105: in not much defense.

2008-11-01T19:12:00.002+08:00

Ok, theres like this huge blog thing going on, and its argh. Uncalled for and uneeded.

It just annoys me. Alot.

Obviously, I'm not going to say much here, cause its not a good place to.

All I'm gonna say is, the comments were rather uncalled for, in any sense, and oh yeah

IVAN IS AWESOME.

Cheerio :)

104: tralala

2008-11-01T16:02:00.003+08:00

Ok so far, O's has been not so bad. Except for the night before bio, not bad at all.
Our last-minue rvising when we gather in the amphi has consisted of Cass and I singing really, REALLY retarded songs and claire laughing at us OH and just before bio scaring everyone with the "WHATS DNA HELICASE!!? " question ( its not in syllabus btw haha). I love how the whole Gy just huddles together when the rest of the classes are mixed up. UNITY yeah WOOOOOO. And I never fail to disgust leanna with my happy dance after each paper is collected heh. VAL haha hers what happened the other day
*end of paper, we're all going to collect bags*
me : " VAL VAL ITS OVERRRRRR AYEEE"
Val: " YAE YAEEEEE ITS OVER!!!!!!! " *jumps up and down*
me : * also jumps up and down*
sees zay
me " ZAY ZAY YAE OMG ITS OVERRRRRRRR"
Zay " yeap, thank goodness"
me " aiyoh so un-enthu"
Zay : what, I'm supposed to jump up and down?"
me : " YES!! YAE YAE ITS OVER!!!!!" *jumps up and dowm*
Zay: " ahaha ok! YAE YAE ITS OVERRRRRRRRR!!!" * jumps up and down*

HAHA I LOVE AND MISS YOU TOO VAL =D

I promise to come visit you alot so you wont throw thendrum! haha

AND DWEEBEEEEEE I MISS YOU TOO haha

when when when are we goinggggg I cant wait!!! and I thought of the craziest thing to do there ok when I tell you please dont scream at me XD

Oh, and I just read this. On some girls blog.

She's one of those angmoh mix with chinese people the baby...I forgot what term is used for such people.Very tall.Art student.Quite indiscrible.She's the type of girl who will only stick with her friends.She's from SC and yeah...Looks like a lion because of her hair.She scares me somtimes.Has an angmoh voice and speaks singlish when she's in a laughing kinda mood.Plans very interesting and really fun games.Somehow,she's just not the type of person who I can ever say anything except 'hi' to.The rest will just be senseless,useless talk.

I not offended so much by the content of what was posted, as some of it can be complimentary, but I'm just as opposed to people like this who post about me and pretend they know me. This is not a personal attack, I just prefer that you REMOVE it please. And never speak to me again. Its not like I scare you on purpose y'know. I just happen to be taller then you, and you cant accept that.

104: translucent

2008-10-18T12:14:00.001+08:00

And I know best of all, how many of you can see right through me

Picking up the pieces
Of the wreck you went and left
And I'm dealing with dilemmas
In my now so stressful life
And I'm drinking stronger spirits
I made my home here on the floor
And I'm losing all ambition and goals

I'm going all out
I'm thinking you're just as bad

No sleeping at night
But I'm going from bar to bar
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind

Oh remember at 16
Oh the crazy drunken night we had
When i kissed you in the hallway
Then i took you straight to bed

Two years on
And I'm still that same boy i was

No sleeping at night
But I'm going from bar to bar
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind oh

No sleeping at night
But I'm going from bar to bar
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind oh

You might blame it on me
But you insisted that we fall
Wiped your hands of me
And said you needed more, more, more

I'm not sleeping at night
But I'm going from bar to bar
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind oh

I'm not sleeping at night
But I'm going from bar to bar
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind oh

Wo woah woah woah
Wo woah woah woah
Wo wo woah
Can't we just rewind

103: lah lah lah

2008-10-17T21:03:00.002+08:00

Three more days to O's ( I should be feeling really really nervous :/ instead I feel guilty that I don't)
My head is just full of random random things today.

The weather was good =D
I love it when our school delivers HOT food to study camp and its frickin cold out
Our Bio-nic teacher is effing funny ( more power to him)

Prabhu is such an amusing guy
why be one of many when you could be a legend?
I love cass and serene and Ana for entertaining me/putting up with my nonsense
I love seth and gay brettnnate and carrie and moley for the same reason
I love bossman too for putting up with my nonsense ( read-----> in a totally friendly way)
Squishy regrets losing you
I miss my Big brother (still) but I'm not really sad about it anymore (really)
Staring at his tattoos and my scars arent gonna make them disappear y'know
things somehow taste better when youre hungry
Absorbing information by diffusion doesnt work! ohno!
My eldest cousin got engaged O.o Muchhappiness to her
The girl on page eleven of the life section is doing an obscene sign and doesnt know it! ( leanne peiwen rae know!)
serene scared me by telling me to check the CHEM timetable and my name wasnt there
Being different isnt the problem. Rejecting those who are is

And I just saw my tagboard. HOW DO YOU EDIT THAT THING!!??

102: blargh.

2008-10-16T18:39:00.002+08:00

Next tuesday, the 21st of october= Start of O's

Three weeks from then, 13th of november = Last paper!

(jiayou jiayou jiayou!)

And somehow, I am more worried about how sian I'll be in the five (free) days before my last paper. Its like, Lit paper on the 7th, then NOTHING for 5 days, then BIO MCQ omg hate the planning committee! :P Then about I'm gonna do for the O's.

And also, my cousin got engaged =D eldest cousin. I think what her fiance did for her was really sweet heh. He got thrown out of the house for dating her, but he loved her anyway and now theyre gonna get married =D means I'll be flying to aussieland for that.

And also, today was INSANE haha shouting " I AM PRABHU, WHO ARE YOU!!?" everywhere. Serene remember our deal ok! haha.

And also, I miss you horribly G I miss you and your retarded pranks and all. Quit your job and come see me soon! (haha kidding) I need my big brother :( (not kidding)

And also, cheer up bossman =D haha I dunno why I'm saying that! do the happy danceeeeeeeee

And also, we are SO going to have our movie marathon ana haha CONSTANTINE and STARDUST

And also, I miss you like WHAT val you and your thendrums HAHA stamp your feet and take tiny steps to see me and I'll let you draw all over my arms and head and whatever =D

And also,

Peace out peo-ple Y

101: lah lah lah

2008-09-17T18:39:00.003+08:00

haha this is the 101st post. Like DALMATIONS *lame* ok nevermind.

Todays Vals last day in school, damn sad :( gonna miss her alot alot alot VAL when I next see you I'll let you vandalise me as much as you want LIKE SERIOUSLY.

And I was just blog-surfing, and SOME GIRL I hrdly even know called me a bimbo. LIKE WTFFFF shes like, one of those not so nice people that kinda get ostracised at school by even the wierdos (me, haha) and yeah I even tried to be nice to her and chat with her now and then and stuff, and I thought she was a person that was a bit wierd, but tolerable. THEN SHE CALLED ME A BIMBO thanks alot ok. Fine I'm not going to bother with her anymore LET HER ROT IN A CORNER OMG fine. hahaah Nah if she wants to insult people she doesnt know, ok luh go ahead I'm not going to be like you.

ANDDDDDD shers back in a week or so. Apparently I cant see her this time :( but still, its nice to know she'll be closer by :D my guardian angel. Make me sad and she'll kick your ass heh. Love ya babe.

And to all the unknowns and untitled and anonymouses, ok fine be that way, just msg me to tell me its you k. OR ITS CONFUSING.

thats all for today I guess.

OH OH WAIT OMG I havnt done this in ages (ref below)

Thought of the day: theres no point being clever here, everyones clever. Try to be kind, just a little kind *quote unquote*

100:tired

2008-09-12T21:03:00.002+08:00

TIRED.

oh gods why did last years sec 4's lie and say sec 4 was work hard play hard?

WHERES THE PLAYING PART OMGG.

damn. At least I got my fairys with magic wands next door, smores, and youtube :D

and of course, really lame jokes.

MOSQUITO out.

99: OMG gy

2008-09-11T21:17:00.004+08:00

GY dont you ever lose your voice?

always making so much noise

everyday just talk about boys

(its such a GY thanggg)

Girls I gotta tell you the truth

breaking up is hard to do

And thats why I'll miss you

OMG like, GY

you seriously make me want to cry

what will I do without you guys?

I really cant bear to say goodbye

(now, where did THAT come from?)

(and yes, its not completed yet!)

98: OH goodness

2008-09-10T20:29:00.001+08:00

Today was so retarded!

OMG they had this contemporary dance troupe based on math come in. All I could think of was RICKY FROM SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE. YEA YEA that dude who was like " when you dance, every angle your body makes has to be perfect" and he danced REALLY WELL ohman. So that was all I could think of. Then the "leader" came on and she gave us this long damn boring talk like they all do, and the whole time I was like RICKY RICKY RICKY and then the demonstrations looked ok, then the dance started. Lets just say I ALSO CAN RUN IN CIRCLES AND WAVE MY HANDS OK. Plus, if a group of us do it, we can do in IN SYNC. Like doOd c'mon. damn I miss RICKY why did he have to leave :(

ricky ricky ricky ricky ricky ricky WHERE ARE YOU. COME BACK AND DO YOUR DANCE THANGGGGG hahaha

oh and,

(thank you for reminding me I had this)

97: lubby day.

2008-09-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody :)

I'm ok now. I'm not gonna remove the angry red words, but I no longer feel so strongly. The balls in his court now, and I cant make amends unless I'm allowed to. True, It'll be great if we could be close friends again, but if not, well- different friends for different seasons :)

Saffys back in a week. WOOOOOOOOOO

Moley needs courage, everybody will your courage towards him so he can SEIOUSLY JUST DO WHAT HE HAS TO ALREADY

Rick's got emokid scars on his arms now, and likes to abuse animals by cutting his pet gerbils and spanking his monkey XD yaeeeeee dont kill me nice pushpop buddy!!! HAHAH

GAY NatenBrett are so the love :D thank you dears. Love you like aly and aj kinda WOAH!! hahaha

EVERYBODY go listen to lullabye by shawn mullins. The chorus is addictive,a dn so is his rather hypnotic voice :)

I wish kaixin were here :( we're not close or anything, but she knows how to fix EVERYTHING. and I just feel lubby today.

Lubby, FYI, is feeling lazy and tubby together, and you just want to laze about the house, watch tv, eat, and cant study. thats LUBBY.

I wish sherilyn were here even more. I need a hug :( I feel LONELY

haha ohwell. I'm off to dance with darth vader in my jammies and sing lullabye :D

96

2008-09-02T18:07:00.003+08:00

OK FINE ALL THE FUCKERS OUT THERE you can stop badgering me now I lost a friend ok IS THAT ENOUGH TO SHUT YOU UP???? I LOST A BEST FRIEND, THE KID WHO REALLY REALLY CARED ABOUT ME AND YES ITS MY FAULT NOW PLEASE shut the hell up and leave me alone. ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS who he is or what I said or why I DONT CARE if you think I'm a terrible person CAUSE HEY GUESS WHAT I PROLLY AM I dont care what you think, cause youre not the people who matter to me, I just find you FUCKING ANNOYING YOU DONT EVEN KNOW MY NAME dont come asking me questions, getting the latest scoop on me so you can pretend to know me and spread it around so everyone knows FUCK OFF WANKERS I'M SAYING IT HERE AND NOW I LOST A FRIEND AND YES I MISS HIM isnt its a miracle that I have feelings oh my god none of you ever knew that!!! WELL NOW YOU DO NOW JUST LEAVE ME ALONE HATE ME WHATEVER I DONT CARE I'M BEYOND CARING ABOUT ANYTHING BUT TRYING TO GET MY FRIEND BACK SO PLEASE LEAVE ME IN PEACE UNLESS YOU WANT ME ON YOUR ASS GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

95: I miss you.

2008-09-02T16:51:00.002+08:00

Today was omg great! went to school, then bus-ed down to coronation for lunch, supposedly. It was overrun with HCI people, so we walked all the way down to mad jacks, where I realised I was actually starving, and stupidly ordered a blue mountain burger and fries. Plus sharing a brownie with cass, I feltt so sick after that! was effing high on the way back to school , doing model struts and waving to everyone and bitching about ahem :P and in study camp, pranking random people and playing squash outside the room with a tennis ball and racquets. Damn retarded please! hope that person doesnt discover the little round black marks on the wall :P heh.

It was good cause I could immerse myself completely in the 4gy-ers and work and completely forget last night. Thanks nate, for you damn good physic timing and your very nice shoulder :) if not making my day, you stopped me from being stupider. (no, I promised I wont do it and I wont k?) you rock my world man.

And to uh, you, kinda obvious who the you is. I don't want us to be like this. You said you meant so little to me, I proved you wrong. You said I didnt care about you? wrong again. How did I betray you? I dont understand what youre saying at all, not at all. I didnt lie to you, reveal your secrets, backstab you, anything. All I said was that if you did get involved with a her, a huge part of us would have to change, cause that part is not acceptable if either one of us is involved in a relationship. And if I sounded hurt, I was. Walk in my shoes for a while. Wouldnt you be? Say if someones been this close to you for months, made all sorts of promises, said all kinds of things youd never dreamed anyone would, and you trusted them. Say you made each other happy, and you knew that cause thats what they told you. And that theyd love you no matter what you thought you were, that you made their day, meant everything to them. Say you intended to keep every single one of those promises you made, even the craziest ones. Say you trusted that person completely, gave them a place in your heart, Say that sometimes youd have to discuss if you guys were stepping beyond the line labelled "friends" or not. Then say that that person suddenly decides that you no longer make them happy, that youre just another person who they happen to know better, Thats all you are. And then, they find someone else who does make them happy, and REPLACES YOU. Now tell me you're ok with it.

Look, I know I'm in the wrong. I shouldnt have been so rash, so odd. Shouldnt have said what I did, it only served to confuse you more I suppose, and to piss you off. I guess I sounded a bit like a bratty kid demanding something, in this case, you. I do want you to be happy, just not excluding me, is that too much to ask? you could just say so.But I guess now you know where I'm coming from . You know pretty much wHat you mean to me (the world) you know what I'd do to patch things together again. Just tell me what it is. Go back in time, a few months, when we first started out, and we were finally friends. How you used to encourage me in art, and I'd cheer you on in debate and cap. How youd be so damn tired, but still humour me, and I'd try to figure out how we could meet (which never worked), how I'd use you as a muse for my art and some poems, and you'd amaze me with your writing. GO back and read what you wrote on your birthday post, what you wrote on the 19th of april (remember that day?), 10th june. Thats when you started to confuse me too, and thats when I started to, yeah. Remember when I said I'd always love you. Don't end our friendship. It makes for tears and regret, and we both have enough of that.

I don't think I'll say anymore. Dont bother me, unless its you. Typing your heart out onto a cold screen is hard without letting your guts flow onto the floor at the same time.

93: RIP

2008-08-20T18:28:00.006+08:00

When you gaze upon the dead, remember this: you have been shown more than you can understand.

93: happy birthday

2008-08-17T17:52:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERILYN (<----see your favourite colour) you crazy shit hope you have fun with all your nice aussie friends :D
(and your blue hair OMG your blue hair!!!)

and don't forget your very special song:D teeheehee. WHALE SKIN TIGHTS!!

XOXO

92: bling bling blaaaa

2008-08-13T15:53:00.003+08:00

PRELIMS OVER haha poor YT. yeap, everyone's blogging about them recently. Like c'mon theyre pretty important what!
Watched the mummy :D it was rather amusing, cause it was unintentionally funny at points. You'll know what I mean if you watch it. Directors should really take the hint and note that you should pick ONE language to work with throughout the entire movie!
All my souffle-making experiments failed horribly, and I'm now banned from telling AHEM some people about any future experiments I may choose to carry out :P apparently due to terrible mental imagery involving eating babies.
I think I said alot of things that I prolly shouldnt have, and they just made things worse for you, but I'm not sure if I want to say sorry, cause I think you needed a bit of a kick, and I just had to be the unlucky one to provide it this time. I don't know how to ask you to be yourself again soon without adding to your already huge burden, and since I obviously can't help you in any way, what am I to do? what do you want me to do? I bet youre as lost as I am. I just hope I don't lose you, starshine.

90: prelims, and so NOT loving it

2008-07-30T14:07:00.003+08:00

(dont kill me people I promise that if it happens again I'll go see the doctor ok? you know how I hate the hospital :P)

Todays 3rd day of prelims, I'm damn screwed for amath. Hopefully paper 2 will be better. I'm not supposed to blog, technically, cause I need to study, but I feel so saturated already so OHWELL. As rick never fails to remind me, I am SO not focused :(

And yes its true his name is REGINALD haha the 3rd name on the list of nasty names :P I swear its KARMA. But ohwell he's nice :) and hes 185 friggin tall right! and he has HUMOUNGOUS hands and and and these super jet black eyes :D PLUS he can CARRY me, with NO EFFORT haha damn fun xD yaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I've missed feeling like this :)

TIME TO STUDY AGAIN! LIT FTW!

Since youre strong enough to carry me, when me legs are to weak to support me, will you carry me away from here to die ?

89: major NYAH

2008-07-25T18:55:00.002+08:00

Prelims next week. I'd give my wisdom teeth to have just one more week to revisem esp for SS and Amath. SO not prepared.
And its so wierd how we really see peoples true colours in times of great turmoil, stress, and the like. Its just odd.I always figured we'd be ok, but maybe its time to remove those rose-tinted spectacles and see how ugly things can get. Where did all our happy, peaceful months go?
and of course, shoutouts, since I do realise that I've been distant. Sorry m'dear :(
To our dear bronx dude: yes, it WAS devine! haha but it suits you, so I'm keeping it.
To my dear hubby: heh I love you babe :) thanks for you encouragement, and for all the times I know youre friggin tired but try to humour me anyway . I will walways carry your heart :D
To my dear neighbours : yes yes here is your mention NATE AND gayBRETT ROCK MY WORLD haha I love you guys and your heart-hearts-heartsy! thing, Friggin adorable k! and I love the surprise :D will always remember it! and I do intend to try and outdo you
To my dear X-man : heh, thanks love. I'm touched by the way you defend my interests, and your one-liners never fail to make me LOL xD puckered up tighter then an eagle's ass in a powerdive indeed! now, if only youd stop typing LiKeee tHiiss!
To our new confidant : Don't worry too much, don't think too much. I'm sorry I'm lousy at advice, but I'l be a friend. And lakerol bribes coming your way soon :D
thats all I guess.
Peace out

88: racial harmony day+ rants over

2008-07-18T21:00:00.004+08:00

Last night was terrible. Thanks to all who listened to/tolerated me. I'm not usually like that and I'm sorry to have scared you if I did :( I dont want to be angry at her, but certain things just, cant be ignored. I'm just going to do my best to ignore her, with 2 exceptions, of course (which you should already know)

Last racial harmonyday in SC :P
Was kinda cool -I WAS A COWBOY =D
and so so many people told me to go join a gay strip club cause I was meant to be a guy but I still walked and acted like a girl and that plus the cowboy thing :P HAHAHHAA oh gods. But it was fun lah. The whole day was " I wanna take with you!" and " I wanna take with them!" haha. And the class photo was friggin funny but traumatising.
" serene ah, you have a way of making wearing a sari look damn sexy!" and to me " ehhhhhhhhhh, GROOVY" ( omg its totally obvious which teacher had to inflict those upon us)
But in the end, we managed to take the photo. Pics will go up soon and also to the prom committee.
HAHA and poor ana
" If the picture doesnt get taken soon Ima going to start line dancing!!"
" oh no no no no HUIMEI NO!"
Mongyi wore a sari :D closest I've seen her come to a dress :D :D :D :D :D

Hmmmmmmmm and today church was interesting - Elsa and I ran about inflicting people with the bazooka bubblegum song :D and of course, we were met with different reactions :P
Ryan and Keri chose to dance along towards the end- WOOOOOOOOO sporting people
Aikang, Nadine, Eunice, Phoebe, Sam, and various other people put up with us, and also tried to warn unwitting victims
But we got a rather satisfactory reaction from kara, who screamed and bolted each time she saw us :D :D
unfortunately, we also got a death threat from Derrick- even though he had been p;acated with lakerol. I guess the sugar hadnt hit yet :P
hmmmmmmmmm
talking with my love now.
and thus, anlother wordy post ends
YEE-HAWW

87: I hate my teacher

2008-07-17T22:31:00.001+08:00

my current thought is;

FUCK YOU BITCH

and NOT in a nice way

(guess who had to take a sleeping pill to prevent violent behavior?)

85: shaved

2008-07-08T18:02:00.003+08:00

OMG OK

haha yeah I DID want to shave my head in support of "hair for hope" (the cancer thingy)

Unfortunately, school rules dont allow it.

So, now its just short, shortest that its been since.......................pri 6 I think :P

(and there was enough hair on the floor to stuff a good-sized pillow with)

(btw, if you can, do go down to support hair for hope. Hair grows back :D )

84: feel it

2008-07-05T18:34:00.003+08:00

I felt like colorado today.
There, up in the mountains, the weather is so unpredictable and temperamental that you can literally get 4 seasons a day.
At different points of today I felt like alternately shoving certain individuals into oncoming traffic, hugging my neighbour, screaming at the little kids downstairs, bouncing off the walls, and all the feelings in between. Everything but quiet and conemplative, which I predict I will become in while. Today was chaos and confusion with atouch of lunacy and familiarity thrown in.

It's SO good to be alive :)

83: defineddd

2008-07-02T21:16:00.003+08:00

HAHAHHA the googlism thing on shams blog is retarded.
(in purple are my comments)
Go to googleism.com. type in your name, and get a random string of things connected to it. I had a poke at the site and got:

huimei is clearly a part of the solution
huimei is god (as she is fond of proclaiming)
huimei is abducted (uh huh. from planet moomoo)
huimei is going to ____a concert in chengu

Since the results for huimei were rather skimpy ( just that I agree with the first 2) , I decided to go with the nickname too, and got :

squishy is good cornea lens pupil sclera retina page 3
squishy is good — by douglas l
squishy is a fuzzy purple goodwill robot here at acroname
squishy is a pressure sensor on his back
squishy is back (like, the terminator baby!!!)
squishy is maliciously stolen from the offices of nucleus® communications and carted across the united states on a journey of
squishy is currently smuggling illegal cuban cigars into the us
squishy is still looking for dmg ice
squishy is a 1 ½
squishy is here
squishy is seeing double and me just floated into a wall so i think that will do it now
squishy is a soft washcloth fish toy tethered to the water
squishy is a cow (wtf?)
squishy is
squishy is now left to the sands of time
squishy is the fabric packet that you are swapping
squishy is here because of god's divine purpose putting her on this earth (deep man. deep)
squishy is a smaller word than the usual high class person would use (WHAT!!! NO NO NO!!)
squishy is connected to the following things
squishy is connected to because
squishy is using his special word processor program that has the added feature of making his ink
squishy is a very technical gardening term
squishy is a right ( Its a basic human right to love me :D )
squishy is looking for new webspace to call home
squishy is also fast
squishy is what quilter's or lover's of fabric call the little packages of fabric or blocks that they receive in the mail
squishy is a really smart kid (its true!!!)
squishy is his (and we all know who "he" is)
squishy is from alaris
squishy is wet and squishy
squishy is gone but i have discovered a number of great sites that i read daily
squishy is this sponge cake guy driving the squishy sponge cake truck (WTF!!!??)
squishy is going to be the same as it always was ( I will always be myself)
squishy is going to be less of a journal and more of an intermissional
squishy is fine for transplanting (however, do not attempt this. she WILL bite)
squishy is played for love postin' is made for love i love it when we're
squishy is the way (uh huh. OBEY MEEEE)
squishy is the sharpei/chow mix (WTFH!!!!??)
squishy is gone
squishy is in the air
squishy is no good ( BLASPHEMY!!)
squishy is made of poly vinyl hot melt and filled with bend and pressure sensors
squishy is the one place i feel at home online
squishy is coming along nicely if anyone cares
squishy is a welcome thing indeed (somebody say this to me and make my day :D)
squishy is a little blue bathroom monster (this is just ridiculously funnyXD )
squishy is a misnomer and even though they are not necessarily on the balance sheet or income statement
squishy is always entertaining (uh huh uh huh)
squishy is just finishing its first year
squishy is good (yes yes yes :D)
squishy is the mantle? the measure of
squishy is a good thing ( and yes yes yes again)
squishy is far more difficult because the model changes when you touch it (no touchy!!)
squishy is bad ( NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
squishy is indeed an art (as pretty as one LOL)
squishy is a rice dumpling (WTFFF??)
squishy is really annoying (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
squishy is if it gives at all when squeezed
squishy is a kith thing we do all the time
squishy is kinda tickly
squishy is annoyed by that (and"that" tends to vary)
squishy is it?
squishy is a digital geek playlist
squishy is another
squishy is a very dangerous character (dangerous :D teeheehee)
squishy is cuddleable and kissable (I'm HUGGY :D)
squishy is 3 years old (WTF?)
squishy is a registered trademark of the binghamtonics
squishy is not an emotion
squishy is the way they feel (yes, I am a feeling :) )
ARENT YOU HAPPY THATS ALL :D
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH

82: going, going...........

2008-07-01T19:04:00.003+08:00

Will update on the past week later, cause I wanna get this out now.

Turning 16 tomorrow, so today is the last day of being so-called UNDERAGE haha ok. So people who laugh at me tonights your last chance!! XD hmmmmm.

If I had to describe the past year, it would have to be bittersweet, full of ups and downs I guess.

BAD : stepped down in drama (miss you guys so much!), sherilyn went to aussie to study, kaixin went aussie to study, seth and saffy and chingy and van overseas too. Lost a friend, lost a sweetheart, lost a notebook (full of my songs ok, SAD) , flunked napfa(couldnt be bothered to run, just pranced half the way) , lost the ability (what little I had) to tan, diamond split up, almost got retained last year, got run down, my MOLARS are finally emerging and are giving me HELL got horrible medical test results, and a billion other things I'm grateful I cannot recall at this moment

GOOD : made new friends :D Kristi Geoffrey Reggie leX(as he insists) Yi ting debb , touched based with older ones, learnt to move on, I HAVE PET FISHES , seth and saffy came back to visit, kept in touch with my little juniors (midsummers ROCKED), I AM OFFICIALLY 170 CM TALL OK!!! Sher's coming back at year end, I'm rediscovering all my old poems which I used to love, considering jetting off to UK for liberal arts next year, Learnt how to make insanely good food from the GURU hahaha leX lah. I mean, what else could I need? :D (good o level results please single digit single digit ftw)

I mean, you gain some, you lose some right? but I'm happy. It might seem stupid, but it doesnt take much to make me happy.

Today is the last day of being fifteen for me. I know tomorrow I wont look much different or feel much different, and none the wiser despite the saying, but I've made it another year, and thats definitely something to cheer about.

I'm not very eloquent at this moment, so I'm just going to say that to my friends, thank you so much, you mean, ALOT to me, and if you like the person I am, its cause you guys help mold me into the person I am. And to those who I lost somehow, I'm not going to drag my heels and put my life on hold for you, but the door is always open and you are always welcome back into my life.

Cheers all :D

ily2g

80: 16 already?

2008-06-22T08:58:00.004+08:00

I have just received a rather rude reminder that I'm turning 16 in about 2 weeks time. first thought?
" oh man. I can't believe I forgot my own birthday"
second thought? hard to explain but somewhere along the lines of " OHFREAKING SHIT I'M NOT DONE BEING FIFTEEN YET!!! "
yeah.
on that note, Geoffrey go check your msn :D
hahah.

79:addicted allright

2008-06-20T23:05:00.001+08:00

I am so addicted right now to BRANDON NORRIS and MD PRODUCTIONS. Go you tube them.

this is what dance is

78: 12 hours of happy birthday.

2008-06-19T22:54:00.003+08:00

TWELVE HOURS IN SCHOOL

twelve hours spent retarding my benumbed ass off in the LT/canteen with YT Mongyi and Elaine. Twelve hours of weird gay-ish lecturers cracking (sometimes unsuccessful) jokes. Twelve hours of having buzzwords like GOALS and SUCCESS and LIFE and THINKING and other things shouted at us. twelve hours of next-to brainwashing talk to endure
GRAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
seeing mongyi (finally) turn 16 and making it almost 10 years as friends. Laughing our asses off at random jokes and moments during break and at the movie. The " I am ken. I am your friend" dude. Being lucky enough to see sunset in SC again.

In hindsight, today didnt suck ~~fishBALLS~~ as much as I thought it did.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONGYI :D (love ya too)

75: oh, the little things we do

2008-06-16T18:13:00.000+08:00

MONGYI FELL DOWN ON A STATIONARY BUS! XD
HHAHHA ok its true. She got on, went to the standing area, grasped the pole, stood for a second then FELL XD and the best part was, THE BUS WASN'T MOVING YET.
hahaha of course there are other funny incidents involving mongyi, but we dont want the whole world laughing at her do we? so far we have people in singapore, brazil, UK, china, and BANGLADESH laughing at our her xD

I swear in study camp we spend more time laughing then doing work. I have some pictures of a very incriminating post-it belonging to serene, which declares her UNDYING AFFECTION for 2 of our teachers. Its pretty obvious one of them is JoJo, but whos the other?
allow us to give you a hint : she looks like a refugee from the circus, and owns a chihuahua with a dubious name.
and the other thing I can say is: 4 U, SERENE

Willa is SO a hardcore mugger!! hahah she separates herself in order to CONCENTRATE and get work done. And she got ANGRY when serene and I started discussing frank iero /bob bryar / gerard ways many antics and she slammed her pen on the table VIOLENCE VIOLENCE hahhaahahah and then she becomes hyper and happy and NORMAL again when you give her food xD
and the most retarded thing was when I went to the cinnamon room and peered in and was chatting with the 5 lonely people there, and then yiting told me to come inside, and
shaf-the-prefect said: I know your room got people using mp3 right!?
* long, pregnant pause*
Me :*high squeaky voice* noooooooooooooooooo!!!!
then i fled as the room burst into laughter xD hahaha ohwell. I can be such a lousy liar at times
On arriving back at my room I found peiwne, serene and cass trying to attach postits to mongyi or willa, and the postits read TOUCH MY BODY yknow the song by mariah carey? HAHAHHA and they succeeded, at points xD

serene singing " little sparrow " at random moments OMG FUNNY! esp when she sang to mongyi and, after much cajoling, mong FLAPPED HER WINGS AND FLEW AWAY HAHHAHAH

On the last day of study camp I stoned for like 3 hours at the history text before giving up and going to find Yiting with Mong, and we sat outside the spice rooms and mad alot of bad, BAD jokes. ANDAND OMG I love farah xD
cause we were throwing this one honey star around, and it went from yitings forehead to my stomach then to mongs head then my legs, and then I threw it to farah just as she sat down. Then we told her why it was THE TASTIEST STAR IN THE UNIVERSE (in other words, where it had been) and she listened in amusement.
YT : so, youre not going to actually eat it right? its super dirty!
Farah : yeah, I wont
THEN SHE ATE IT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH BLUR!!!!!!!!!!!! XD OMG we couldnt stop laughing at her.
Then we went downstairs and YT played alot of funny songs on the piano, then HOME :D

ok other updates
Relinked people, if youre not there or its the wrong link, drop me a line or tag and it will be seen to (in the next decade)
Geoffrey and Reggie and Moley(the hentai perv whos into beastiality) kept me entertained last night. Muchlove to all of you! feel alot alot better now .
And I have a new friend! HAHAHAHA I feel so kindergarteny saying it but its been so long since I made one worth knowing :D HAHA
I'm turning 16 soon! in like, 2 weeks! GAH I'm not done being 15 yet! haha. 4 more years, 4 more years.
I love tomatoes. I am going to get one tattooed on my head. JK JK!
nothing much. I'm tired but happier now :)

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-06-15T12:24:00.002+08:00

Ok ok

I didnt really want to point fingers, but yes, any of my bad moodswings WERE brought on by the two of you. I'm almost perfectly happy otherwise. Saf, Tanner, I get it that as sibling you will naturally fight each other tooth and nail at points, and each of you , of course, hope to win. BUT PLEASE realise I do not appreciate being asked to take a side. Tanner, I knew sag first so how can I just betray her this way and take your side? Just cause we donts speak as much as we used to doesnt make us any less close and she isnt any less of a friend than she used to be. And saf, how can I just take your side simply cause you knew me first and tanner is the "outsider" infringing on us?

Youre SIBLINGS. No matter how much you hate each other at this point please just STOP IT. You'll be all "yeah right" when I say this but in the future you'll realise how much it means to have each other, so please dont throw that away. You say youd rather be an only child, you dont need sibs you have friends, so on and so forth you KNOW what youve said fine if you were an only child then you wouldnt have each other to fight with would you? but YOURE NOT ONLY KIDS get OVER it already you have a brother/sister. ITS NOT THE SAME so dont you BUT me any more I'm sick and tired of the 2 of you being so childish and immature and STUBBORN. The VERY FACT that youare fighting SHOWS You care dammit. You dont HATE each other for the last time. You just dont want to SAY YOURE WRONG. Admitting youre wrong first doesnt mean you "lost" or youre weak or whatever. It just means that you care enough to put aside all this stupid pride and grudges and whatever and make up.

I'm leaving the 2 of you alone. YOUR EGOS NEED MORE SPACE.

you've heard it all before

2008-06-13T18:16:00.005+08:00

DONT laugh at me. Today was a thinking day for me, continued from last night. Call it after effects of a night,are, call it hormones, fatigue, stress, whatever you will. nyah. I think I shall atick to writing prose from now on, or at least after this one anyway.

I am not a student

students study and get straight A's

or skip school to smoke in void decks

I doodle at my desk, scribbling,

delighting the english faculty

math,however, is another matter

I will never be a dancer

I cannot control my limbs enough

to even walk without stumbling,

much less jump and run in time

I fail miserably at attempts

to be an intellectual. I can count,

but not to infinity. And ,

what does that sign mean again?

subset or something. Maybe subtract?

I will never find it in me to be a philosopher

seeing the ocean in a drop of water,

lines running parallel across

our tiny expanse of universe.

I am no scientist,

my mind will not bear the intricacies of formulae and chemistry,

it is too disorganised and messy as a child's room:

things wanted always buried or lost

I am not a teacher

I used to think I knew so much, but that was before

a lifetime ago. Now I learn more than I can know

I have long given up being a singer

my words refuse to trip along to a tune

and my voice is too soft, fragile, afraid

to soar beyond the white walls of my room, to the heavens outside

I am no poet

the syllables do not obey me,

they tumble as they will across the page, refugees running,

running from the great white eraser,

clinging to their existence and refusing to meet, or even obey

the will of their maker

I will never be labelled an artist

my paintings never look as they should,

like taking photographs of naughty children:

they are themselves, but what would others think?

I am, not a person

people have skins, which contain blood and bone

muscle and sinew and a beating, breathing, beating heart

I have a skin too

but I unzip it at night and fly

out, out, where there is nobody

to tell me what I am, or what I must be

I am human

simple as it should be.

74:invincible

2008-06-07T10:06:00.002+08:00

Invincible?
surely not.

Today was a jabberwocky day :)

(is that good? is that bad? wouldnt you love to know)

73: terrible

2008-06-04T18:04:00.003+08:00

Today was terrible.
Joy cheered me up mightily, and kept me from walking into the road/lampposts.
But still, it was terrible.
I'm sorry, but its hard for me to be as happy as I was before.
I just dont know how to make people happy anymore.
I GIVE UP.

No. I refuse to let myself do this. I will live on, and get on with my life, and wishing for the old times back.

Hot-ass date this saturday night =D and yes, he's awfully sweet, and kind, and funny, and he's got nice eyes, and nice hands, and insanely toned shoulders and he's TALL (I'm up to his shoulder)

=D =D =D =D =D

72: dinner with the chapmans

2008-06-03T22:35:00.004+08:00

Today was wierd.

I dont know how else to describe it. Just, wierd.

Bio Lecture was amusing : HOMOIOTHERM sounds like an arabian word.

But dinner with the chapmans was great. Theyre amazing people and such an adorable couple. Mr C's full beard and moustache is incredible, the kind you think only Santa's son would have.

Theyve done so much together, and theyve been married 46 years oh man. Really envy them.

There not one of those ickily sweet couples who drive you insane with family photos and stories of their younger days. They just ask what youd like to know of their travels so far, and tell you taht much, with no mushy couple-ly moments getting described. And theyre still in love, you can totally tell just by looking at them. They amaze me, these 2 sweet, kind , and genuine old people, still in love after so long. Theyre not faking it or anything, no false front for appearances sake as so many others do, but they just ARE.

And they truly know what it is to love someone forever. really.

I'm once again reminded, its so good to be alive, and have the people you love, love you back.

(and I just realised I was so distracted today I didnt contact G :P)

71: all about you

2008-06-02T18:13:00.002+08:00

And I could grant you all your wishes, if you asked me to

Sat and talked and talked and talk for AGES with Mong in the canteen. I dont think we've ever talk like this before right DOOD? ;D heh. I felt so oddly calm after that, like no matter what happened to me at least she knows. 9++ years and counting man :D
Reggie's thing isnt going too well, I think, I dunno. I really hope the previous sentence is wrong :P Grah. Still doing dunno what and feeling nervous. I shall use my newfound love (puke) for the chinese language to quote an oft-used word amoung students in tough times - Jia You! HAHA
Did I mention I love Sherilyn? she managed to get a song by PINK stuck in my head after singing down to the phone all the way from melbourne like 12784487448957456 times!! and I was like trying not to sleep omg !! haha love the boots dear. Just like a tattoo, I will always have you :)

ANDAND the sweetest thing happened today. Seth learnt how to play This Daym old song by McFly and phoned me " OMG SPIDEY SPIDEY I CAN PLAY A NEW SONG" haha the first thought that came into my head was " ohnooooooooo" cause he usually only ohones me to play really annoying songs that get stuck in my head for ages, but this time it turned out to be " All About You" and it was cheesy, but so damn sweet :)
Love ya Babes XOXO

But if you denied me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do

70: happy

2008-06-01T18:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,I was kinda upset.

So I napped until 5.

And talked to seth for an hour

And to sherilyn for an hour

And to shameera for an hour

And I msged Geoff

can you say HAPPY? =D

69 : on this issue

2008-05-30T20:26:00.005+08:00

OK I NEED TO SAY THIS

2 things that piss me off

1) the myanmar thing :

OMG YOU FREAKING RETARDS can't you see the people are suffering? why cant you just let them get the aid thats given to them even if youre not going to help? At the very least you shouldnt be STOPPING aid from getting to them!

OMG I'm so angry and frustrated and upset and I realise how helpless and cruel and HORRIBLE people and humans and situations can get PEOPLE IN THAT COUNTRY ARE GEETING CHASED OUT OF THEIR MAKESHIFT SHELTERS CAUSE THEYRE DEEMED UNSIGHTLY I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS

2) the whole issue in JYM regarding tattoos and piercings and dyed hair.

I dont think dyed hair is going too far, and piercings, as long as theyre not in certain places and not too plentiful, are ok. And tattoos, I do agree that while they push the line between whats acceptable and not, I also think we should learn to accept them. Its kinda like, if a black guy walks in, we're not going to discriminate against him just cause he's the only one right? I hope not at least. I dont really encourage getting tattoos, cause we may regret it later on, and its kinda with you for life. Even with the new removal technology nowadays, its not possible to totally get rid of them. My suggestion to those who wanna get one is

1) get a tattoo that really has alot of meaning for you, thats been niggling at you for a few years, and please dont to get smth like your boyfriends name, cause I think you wouldnt want it anymore if you 2 happen to break up

2) dont get a suggestive or disgusting tattoo. E.g dont get "fuck me" tattoed across you stomach and stuff like that, and try not to get disgusting faces unless they hold an unswaying appeal for you. I have a friend desperately trying to remove a tatt of a demon face on his back now, and he really regrets it

3) as teenagers, you have to admit we do some pretty stupid things now that we're gonna look back on and laugh at in the future. We do these things due to unknown reasons, simply cause we're still young, and thats the way it is. We think we know everything there is to know now, and believe me, I used to think that way too. Ever remember a low point or high point or some significant point in your life where you thought " THIS is it, it cant be any more sad/good/etc etc etc" only to be proven wrong later?" yeah same here. So really, if you wanna get a tatt at least make it to legal age before getting it done

4) listen to your friends. Not on what to get done, but on what NOT to get done. Its your body, but after all, who wants their friends to think your body's disgusting

And to my dear inked-up friends, I do commend you on being able to bear the pain. I dont know how I'm going to tahan mine when I get it done, but yeah. You must remember that society has not totally come to embrace tatts, so you must be prepared for a certain amount of criticism and discrimination, along with any admiring glaces thrown your way. I mean, deal with it, youre not a little kid anymore,

You got a tatt of your own free will, you can LIVE with the consequences.

Have enough guts to get one, have enough guts to live with it ( and love it ). =D

- - - - I still love you, stop throwing immature tantrums.

68: oyster tears

2008-05-30T19:44:00.003+08:00

The sun was shining on the sea,
Shining with all his might:
He did his very best to make
The billows smooth and bright--
And this was odd, because it was
The middle of the night.

The moon was shining sulkily,
Because she thought the sun
Had got no business to be there
After the day was done--
"It's very rude of him," she said,
"To come and spoil the fun!"

The sea was wet as wet could be,
The sands were dry as dry.
You could not see a cloud, because
No cloud was in the sky:
No birds were flying overhead--
There were no birds to fly.

The Walrus and the Carpenter
Were walking close at hand;
They wept like anything to see
Such quantities of sand:
"If this were only cleared away,"
They said, "it would be grand!"

"If seven maids with seven mops
Swept it for half a year.
Do you suppose," the Walrus said,
"That they could get it clear?"
"I doubt it," said the Carpenter,
And shed a bitter tear.

"O Oysters, come and walk with us!"
The Walrus did beseech.
"A pleasant walk, a pleasant talk,
Along the briny beach:
We cannot do with more than four,
To give a hand to each."

The eldest Oyster looked at him,
But never a word he said:
The eldest Oyster winked his eye,
And shook his heavy head--
Meaning to say he did not choose
To leave the oyster-bed.

But four young Oysters hurried up,
All eager for the treat:
Their coats were brushed, their faces washed,
Their shoes were clean and neat--
And this was odd, because, you know,
They hadn't any feet.

Four other Oysters followed them,
And yet another four;
And thick and fast they came at last,
And more, and more, and more--
All hopping through the frothy waves,
And scrambling to the shore.

The Walrus and the Carpenter
Walked on a mile or so,
And then they rested on a rock
Conveniently low:
And all the little Oysters stood
And waited in a row.

"The time has come," the Walrus said,
"To talk of many things:
Of shoes--and ships--and sealing-wax--
Of cabbages--and kings--
And why the sea is boiling hot--
And whether pigs have wings."

"But wait a bit," the Oysters cried,
"Before we have our chat;
For some of us are out of breath,
And all of us are fat!"
"No hurry!" said the Carpenter.
They thanked him much for that.

"A loaf of bread," the Walrus said,
"Is what we chiefly need:
Pepper and vinegar besides
Are very good indeed--
Now if you're ready, Oysters dear,
We can begin to feed."

"But not on us!" the Oysters cried,
Turning a little blue.
"After such kindness, that would be
A dismal thing to do!"
"The night is fine," the Walrus said.
"Do you admire the view?

It was so kind of you to come!
And you are very nice!"
The Carpenter said nothing but
"Cut us another slice:
I wish you were not quite so deaf--
I've had to ask you twice!"

"It seems a shame," the Walrus said,
"To play them such a trick,
After we've brought them out so far,
And made them trot so quick!"
The Carpenter said nothing but
"The butter's spread too thick!"

"I weep for you," the Walrus said:
"I deeply sympathize."
With sobs and tears he sorted out
Those of the largest size,
Holding his pocket-handkerchief
Before his streaming eyes.

"O Oysters," said the Carpenter,
"You've had a pleasant run!
Shall we be trotting home again?'
But answer came there none--
And this was scarcely odd, because
They'd eaten every one.

For some odd reason, this poem brings back memories of childhood, and with them a melancholic lamentation of simpler, happier time past, that can never be reclaimed.

I supposed I shouldnt complain about depression, since I've got my muse back.

67: traumatised?

2008-05-27T18:11:00.002+08:00

Sigh. I have to go back 3 out of 4 weeks, so apologies for those who wanted to steal me away for a month :P coughsethcough XD

Geoffs away at CAP, and so are Sham and Joy :P less people to entertain me now. I'm in love with the jabberwocky =D and the words totally seem to swirl into existence and manifest themselves after a bit of the RASPBERRY MOONSHINE that seths finally making again for me :D leeleelee

Art today was fun and productive, I look like a sad puppy at certain angles and evil at others, I'm sorry I'm always offline even when I'm on, dinner is here, I'm hungry, my teacher traumatises me, goodnight =D

66: sigh.

2008-05-23T21:38:00.005+08:00

Sigh.
Last official drama lesson . Mixed feelings about it. On one hand, its nice that I finally dont have to sit around polishing and re-polishing our already very polished script (OMG yes Jec I SOOOOOOOOo want ours to win!) and I wont have to put up with the sec ones and overly friendly sec twos. Most of the secones I dont even recognise haha and so its really creepy how they know my nickname(s) and call me by them its effing wierd. And they know ALOT about me ok. WTF? damn wierd. And kinda irritating. Almost as annoying as having someone hanging around you going " I'm emo, I feel emo, I need a hug. Give this emo a hug? I feel emo" and so on and so forth. I HATE STEREOTYPES FOR THE LAST TIME REAL PEOPLE DONT NEED LABELS WE ARE NOT SOUP CANS omg. Thats why its a compliment for me when sham said I'm undefinable. I wouldnt want to be anybody else :P grahhhhhhhhhh.
OK OK I DIGRESS back to the subject. Last drama session.
I found out confucious' translated english name is JOHNNY KONG HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHHAHH WTHHHHHHHH shitzzz JOHNNY KONG!!!!!!! haha OMG it was so effing funny when nicola said that. AND AND ohman I will forever rmb the " dont have sex/ when youre young/ when you grow up/ cant have fun " poem XD
and all our lim chee guan and ang ku kueh and tok tok chiang and " you so stuuuuuuupeed, shes your MARTHER" and the BUS and and reciting the jabberwocky and and flapping our arms running about after pigeons and mr choi and miss fanny and claire DEVINEEEEEEE and (planning drama ads):" myth-drama girls are really graceful"
and and random screaming and running and the sun salutation and astroboy and rainbow shoes and all the birds that were gathered together and the sun salutation and our lame games and gossiping about soooooo many people and our little skits so many other tiny tiny things that constitute my 3 and and a half years in the society. I admit, we hated last years sec4s and we hate our current secones and some sec2s (there overly friendly, but ok really) and we miss our old teachers in charge and our coach and all, we must keep in mind that with every good thing there tend to be little bad spots and glitches, but when you see it, you know its good.
All in all, I do feel sad to leave you all. I'll miss our little lunch sessions and random outbursts of song and laughter. But as new things come in, old things must leave to make way. You may not like all the changes, you may even be in denial of them, but you will learn to live with them , and perhaps in time if not learn to support them to the max, at least not to spend all your time hating them.
Your reaction on thursday when Jec broke the news was heartwarming : the hugs, yells of "noooo" and "whyyyy???" all went to my heart. Truth is , we love you guys. And we promise to come back and visit/crash at the most inappropriate moments ever :)
be nice to the juniors.

Give us your hands, if we be friends,

and robin shall restore amends

65 : we learn with each goodbye

2008-05-18T18:56:00.006+08:00

I'm sorry that so many of my posts are like, lists of things now, but its olevel year, I got my chinese O's next week, you dont have to read this if you dont want to

This fortnight I learned
1) Just forgive people, even if they havnt asked yet. It makes it easier to actually say the words when they finally ask.
2) Fishes look like gummy worms only if theyre colourful
3) Gwen Stefani is rad. I love her
4) sometimes, I think way too much about all life's maybes and if onlys. I should learn to let go quicker, sooner
5) Certain things MUST wait until I have time to feel however I want, whenever I want, no matter how much I want them NOW.
6) I talk too much. I must be quieter, in order to hear the voices of others.
7) I must stop believing it when people say I'm pretty. No matter how convincing they are, I know that scarred people can never be pretty.
8) At points, we must do thin sthat we dislike for the good of others, simply because its the right thing to do.
9) Its better to give up then fight a meaningless battle
10) But when you fight for something you really believe in, never give up, even if youre fighting alone
11) I love you. I still do. I always will, because thats the way I am, and I dont think I'll be changing anytime soon.

thats all I suppose.
And one more thing : my heart goes out to all the people in Myanmar, in china. I just saw how bad the devastation was. I want to help you, but I dont really know how. I wish I was some kind of superhero, that I could fly around the world and turn back time, so that you'd all have time to run to safety before the quake hit. Even though I dont know you, but I know what it feels like to lose, lose your loved ones, everything. My pain will never measure up to yours, but empathy is better than sympathy now. But help would be even better, and I wish I could give it to you, and I'll do my best to.

Don't Speak- No Doubt
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

(Time may dampen the regret of what we did, but nothing can help the regret for the things we never did. After so long, it still hurts.)

63: boohoo

2008-05-16T17:07:00.003+08:00

The air is hot and thick and humid today. I feel like i'm swimming in boiled water. NOT NICE :(
at least I dont suffer as much at night I suppose, due to the fact that I have like ZERO body temperature. Yeah yeah natty I'm reptilian I need to leech heat from other people XP thanks haha. WARMTH VAMPIRE.
Dear nat-a-rat-rat help me cut my hair a few days ago haha OMG it feels so much better now ohmygoodness. Spore's humidity just wrecks my skin and hair. PASTY WHITE ENLIGH SKIN was never meant to be kept in singapore for extended periods.
HAHA today we spent the whole of english making fun of ahlians. Emo is a friggin lifestyle not a trend dammit. Grah. HAHA XD omg all the xiiaottears and xiiaohatredd and " you dont come back to me I slit my wrist " and WORHXXXZZZZ. I swear that last word is the epitome of ahlian-ness. AND ohman willa was saying that she read tjis one ahlian blog, where the girl slit her writst and posted pictures on her blog in order to try and get her EX if not she'll "die" . AND IT WAS SO EFFIN' FUNNY cause its biologically impossible to die from slit wrists so we wanted to go and tag her blog and tell her that.
our anticipated response?
more pictures of her slitting her wrist, photoshopped and edited with the caption announcing that " EU SAY SLIT CANUT DIE!!!! MI DIE FOR EU TO SEE WORHXXZZZ"
haha. just TOO funny XD.
ok thats all. I'm tired. I want Sherilyn, I want Geoffrey, I want Natty. Boohoo :P

62: lah lah lahhhhhhh

2008-05-14T19:18:00.002+08:00

Gosh I havent updated this thing in ages. SO not my fault ok. From now on blogging will be random and sporadic :P cause of my sec 4 ~~life.~~ Grah. This week sucks, and its only wednesday. BUT I will hang in there!!!! lah lah lah. Thanks babe =D
My fightingfish has turned an extraordinary shade of pink/white, and its really shimmery and pretty. Its adorable the way the fish will always swim up to the glass hoping for food whenever I come close. Its cute :D grah. Its like, the harder life gets, the easier it is to make me happy. Sigh. The weather today was so england-ish, walking home from art. I suppose its a combination of the bluish-grey sky, the trees, the random birds, the wet street and the coolish weather. Nice :) I may.may not be going back to luxembourg this year. Its all depends on who's where in december :P
It's really just one of those days that reminds me its good to be alive :)

And this is the key that makes us wind up

and when the beat comes on the girls all line up

and the boys all look but no they cant touch

and the girls wanna know why the boys like us so much

****

Everytime the bass bangs, realize it calls your name

Let the beat wind you up, and don't stop till your time is up

Somedays, I feel like locking you in my room so that you really will be mine, and mine only

61: today I learned

2008-05-03T10:28:00.002+08:00

Recently, I learned that:

1) just because someones known you for 4 years, it doesnt necessarily mean they KNOW who you are.

2) lifes too short to get bitter. I'd rather get EVEN (which I did)

3) Debo might be vertically and mentally challenged, but she still brighten up my day randomly in a totalyy retarded way

4) Mongyi is.................. uh................. not very smart anymore =D

5) its not really love if it doesnt last

6) valentines day is a cliche, but its also a good way to make someone happy

7) as good as it sounds, sex is NOT the solution. At all.

8) its really tough to be close friends with siblings, especially when one was close to you first, but then the other got to know you when the first one went overseas and its so damn wierd cause you used to laugh at him and kinda dislike him for making his sisters life harder and now you dont know what to do if they fight. IF :P

blargha

60: take a step

2008-04-29T18:08:00.003+08:00

Today dear daryl made me buy an SS textbook and deliver it to him cause apparently the rest of singapore has run out of stock, whereas my school's bookshop has a neat little pile of these purple books just sitting around and not doing much. I mean, theyre books after all.

I found the most adorable picture of a CERTAIN redcrosser doing smth (totally not scandalous) on sarah T's blog. Must rip it.

Looking forward to shakespeare in love tomorrow, despite the many *ahem* bad things that may come with it. I will ignore them, as suggested, and just enjoy the play.

Got my sec one results back. Kinda topped the level or smth for english, the rest are ok. Only failed 2 subs this time, so thats good. I'm SORRY OK but only failing 2 subs is good for a peabrain like me. And not just any kinda pea ok, but a teeny-weeny-tiny-greeny pea.

For some odd reason, I feel caught at some form of crossroads, stuck between the 2 realms of reality and imagination. I wonder if its too much midsummers night dream?

I really dont know. I'm just kinda stuck, inside my own murky bubble as the rest of the world spins around and past me in fast-forward. We can communicate, talk and laugh and everything, they can get in my bubble and sit with me and watch the world, but I can't get out, I have to stay in the bubble's murky swirling depths. The bubble is situated at a crossroads, and there are steams of people going off in the 4 directions, and I feel that once I get out of the bubble, I can't just stand there, but I have to choose, but I dont want to. From inside my sphere I can see in all 4 directions, and I can see to the very end of the road. If life were a path, from where I am I can stand up and see the dead end where I meet my maker, whoever he turns out to be.

I dont want to choose just yet, but I want to get out of that bubble. I want to stand at the crossroads and talk to people, and whirl them around before sending them on their way. Maybe thats where I'll live out my life, and I'll be the crazy girl at the crossroads who knows everybody but no one can ever remember her name. I dont know. With all these things going on around me, I should feel horrible elated, joyous, insanely happy, but I dont. I'm just kind of quietly contented, almost evilly. I mean, its like, how do you describe feeling that theres not much left to be done but write your last memoirs? how do you describe singing in church and wishing fervently that you could believe as whole heartedly as you used to barely a year ago? how do you say that you know God's left you and he wont be coming back till everythings been set right?how do you talk about knowing youre going to die?

I dont know much anymore. I used to think I knew everything, but it turns out I dont know very much all at. All I know cant be put into words, so whats the use? Its like having seen, for a split second, how big you could be, yet at the same time, how tiny you really are, the enourmousity of infinity, and in that second, glimpsing the God-given truth. The truth.

And the only thing that resounds in my head, and perhaps my heart, is that single thing

Son of man, can these bones live?

56 : just saqying

2008-04-28T19:39:00.002+08:00

" and at the end of the day, we respect shakespeare as a classic, as a whole, no matter how boring and confounding his english may be. because he gives us the truth , which is something you dont get very often"

Sigh.

and because the truth, even though its blinding, will set you free

55 : life isnt all bad

2008-04-24T17:56:00.004+08:00

I'm tired.

School + art + insomnia + dysfunctional person + warped mind + hopeless romance +Losing weight damn fast + super white vampire skin + old memories + sentimentality + a million other tiny things

= I'm tired.

(And yet, Seth, don't be afraid, you wont lose this friend. I'm not about to disappear into the mist.Once I love someone, I always will, no matter how low they go, Remember? dont worry love, I'm here. I'll always be here)

All of the above + Geoff + music + drama people singing insanely + art midyear completed + ribena + peanut butter + poems

= maybe its not so bad to be alive :)

54: car (nage) val

2008-04-20T16:37:00.002+08:00

Plus, he's got night vision too!

SC carnival surpassed my expectations. They rented a bloody miniature viking ship for crying out loud :D

Got there around ten fifteen, met mongyi, then waltzed off with Laura NGIAM to various stalls to meet various people. HAHA and my strategy of when the juniors come to sell you stuff just turn around and pretend theyre not there worked ok!!!! haha but Ngiammy broke my concentration xD Met WIFEY ahaha in the amphi after much yelled phonecalls and stumbling into things that turned out to be Ngiammy's feet. pranced about a bit more and and went to joy's satll where I happyly desecrated their noticeboard :D HEEHEE omg BUY FROM THEIR SEXAYE STALL!

I did :D kinda. going to collect my book on monday.

Then wifey had a phone call from pat to say that she was at the boat, by whuch she meant viking ship, near the dance studios. After telling her to come to the lobby where we where, we decided to toddle down to the ship instead, just for fun XD and had a good laugh at the screaming kiddies. Then Pat showed up and she and wifey went on the ride (the biggest idiots) and I played photographer with them. Pat's cam is super fast! got many many UNGLAM photos of her and potataoe screaming spastically. Halfway through, they got bored,and thus decided to check SMS. Theyre the best man everyone around them is screaming and these 2 decide to check sms wtf HAHAHAH

At this point, Geoff showed up :D :D :D :D :D hugs on sight :D. and of course, introed him to the 2 dweediots whe n they got off. And potatoe had this stunned silence for a minute, and I though she was going to freak , then she was like " omg I'm jealous" AHAHAH how adorable :D

bummed around kind of trying to look for huda and cut queue at the haunted house at the same time. Watched 4pr perform their cheer and slacked around sommore. Then P&P had to leave so me and Geoff went to find Joy at her stall. Then mongyi came to find me again :D yadayadayada bougt bubble tea and slacked around the stall, cruching Joy's legs and creating many rumours (which I hope die by monday). @ of Geoff's friends, Renbear and Mike showed up. MIKE IS ADORABLE ZOMG XD he looks like a little alien. If you buy muachee from lynette you get him free. Decided to go to the haunted house in the graveyard with Geoff and Joy, despite feeling sick from all the bubble tea. Bumped in to peewee and mong there, so we made a group if ten with Lynn choo and some other people.

Waited damn damn long before we went inside. Plunked myslef between Geoff and Joy so I had much protection from the horrors which didnt turn out to be so horrible cause G could see everything and kept laughing. But as quoted, going with friends is fun :D and so is clutching hands in the dark. Especially when the person clutches back RIGHT BABE? XD haha

was kinda spoilt at the end cause I could see the trainers of the pointianak climbing up the stairs when the guide opened the door, and mongyi said the ghost banged her head on the metal rail accidentally AHAHAHA WTH LOUSY GHOST. Oh and I stepped on someones hand in there.

Walked geoff out to the busstop after thatand we realised it was the wrog one so he ended up running to another one and taking a cab instead. Poor baby :(. but ooh-so-worth it :D

Went back to find mongyi and waited damn long for a nother haunted house. This one was alot scarier cause, uh, less people, and no hot guy XD haha kidding. Mongyi is a hot guy what am I saying? XD XD XD.

the wheelchair thing was quite freaky, and I stepped on someone again. I was really freaked out in the tunnel when jovel and her red flashlight popped out in my face though. but I recovered enough to insult her. SORRY JOVEL :p haha.

Bloody ghost at the end of the tunnel pulled my har damn hard, so that was the scariest part I suppose.

Bus-ed home alone after thta, work work work,

leg ached

Sleep, and dream of nice things (and people!)

haha ok thats all. Actually its alot so yeah BYE :D

53: your honour, please

2008-04-14T19:21:00.002+08:00

I wish to contest the facts that

-the earth is round

-it turns in only one direction

-chickens cannot fly

- __ is actually a pretty nice teacher

-its wrong to flip teachers off in school when you greet them and get a black face in return

- deborah CAN read

- mongyi cannot do anything vaguely bimbotic

- my PE teacher is a gym nut

- seth is sane and can now complete his sentences

- I need medication

- all my "rocker" friends are egoistic

- all of my friends are easily labelled

- prefects in our school are reasonable

- my bio teacher is just annoying and not much else

- Mr L is scary

- all RI guys are pompous asses in white uniforms

52: compressed

2008-04-05T11:18:00.004+08:00

The past few days : COMPRESSED

1) last april fool's day in SC was awfully uneventful ; no wierd tricks form the teachers on girls getting enlisted or super-tough surprise quizzes. No wierd shit from the students where we ALL take out the wrong textbooks, and thankfully no retarded freaks waiting to scare me witless on the way home ( hardehar har). Just BLOODY FIFTEEN missed calls from on stupid freak to scare me XD ok fine it was amusing. HEEHEE

2) last cheer comp in SC. GY YOU TOTALLY ROCK MY WORLD WITH YOUR TOLET BRUSHES AND TOOTHBRUSHES AND TRIANGULR STALINS XD we study, for fun, hitler stalin mao zhidong, toa cah soh we never say no, so lets go gy, lets go LETS ROLL :D

3) Last SPORTS DAY omg. unless I come back and relief teach or smth. Actually managed to make it on time for marching this year ;D and of course slacked off alot in the shade. Last year of this already. No more bugs, no more DAMN HOT SUN GIVING ME SKIN CANCER no more being so bored like WHAT, no more retarded photos and trying to sneak out of the stadium or find internet connections cause we're so bored. BTW i tapes the baton relay ;D all those who want just tell me, send mass email to you.

4) SHERILYN WONG fnally called and got through :P haha yeah I missed alot of your calls IM SORRY! :P haha dont make me lose $50 ok study very hard :D and come and visit me SOON after olevels so I can show you my rad purple hair :D

5) geoffrey LAME muchlove to you and you random inane humming and your retarded friends. And our incoherent/kinky/evil moments :D

6) The comp's land cable blew, so no msn for now. just msg me or email people, and I promise to check all 4 emails when I can ok?! yeahhhhhhhhh.

7) just walked home in the pouring rain with no brolly, and I had the good sense to wear a white shirt today :P ohwell. Shower now.

(can you see the beatles freak hugging me/hiding from the camera/smelling my shirt? )

51: betcha didnt know

2008-03-28T20:02:00.003+08:00

Deborah and I have come to several conclusions on various topics:

1) Mongyi is indeed macho, and she may be part sugar molucule

2) you can get high high on spray paint fumes

3) Fixative smells good. Like aloe vera, to be precise

4) Deborah's cat is adorable

5) Debo's OCD is taking pictures of her photogenic cat

6) when you are told that something is of a phallic shape, and you dont know what that means, its best to NOT squeeze it or touch the object in question in any way

7) ribena= purple joy

8) do not poke quiet drunks. It will result in immediate puking

9) quote of the month : accidental kinky-ness is the WORST

50: jai guru deva

2008-03-25T15:40:00.003+08:00

Sometimes all we need is to just to allow things to happen, and not try to stop or delay them.

Across the Universe

-The Beatles

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither wildly as they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,
Possessing and caressing me.
Jai guru deva, om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
They call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
They tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe
Jai guru deva, om,
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Sounds of laughter shades of life are ringing
Through my opened ears inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying Love which shines around me like a
million suns, It calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru deva, om,
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva

49 : NC16

2008-03-14T20:18:00.003+08:00

Sixteen and ~~never~~ been kissed : for geoffrey LAME

hey love, when you see this you'll prolly be old enough to watch NC16 movies legally :D and I cant be jailed for statutory rape on you anymore XD ( and we all know thats what youre really waiting for )

But seriously, another years gone past, your another year older, supposedly another year wiser XP And I've known you for all of 5 weeks of the past 52 :P but babe, really, youve somehow managed to worm your way into my heart in these short few weeks, waking me up in the morning when I need to get up, chatting with me and laughing insanely at our crazy friends who slap phones, infecting me with INANE HUMMING , our little photoslut/camwhoring thing, freaking out our friends, our possesiveness, the incoherent moments, THE SEXEH VOICEE :D :D :D :D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D you make my day babe. And I hope you also force me to write a post akin to this one every single year from now :)

Who loves ya baby :)

XOXO

48: and its stupid, really

2008-03-10T22:00:00.004+08:00

(apologies to Geoffrey for stupidity. Love?)

Depression seems to be my constant muse nowadays, with bits of other emotions thrown in. Irritation at seeing the sky darken and knowing I have no umbrella, amusement at not knowing right from left, stress from rushing artwork, happiness with getting to know someone new, disappointment and rage at an old friend, melancholy watching the sky flash dark blue and white in a night thunderstorm, joy at watching my fish follow my finger around the fishtank. And yes, you can totally ignore my ramblings.
A man cannot be an island, nor can I
thats why I cant stand and watch you fade and die. get it?
I wish for once, you'd believe me when I say I love you. Just once. If you could see how far that one glimpse could go, I swear you'd stop this " I'm living the rockstar life " crap. Youre not. Youre a loser making second rate music and you live each day on ciggarettes and abuse.
.
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What happened to my smexy with the cheese fixation, the gay intentions, the pink hair obsession, the energy for the stage, the hyperness from hair dye, the guitar god fingers ?
Please bring him back. Cause I miss him.
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blank.

47 : I'm just saying

2008-03-10T12:42:00.002+08:00

I AM totally bored and frustrated and stressed out

I ATE crackers. Like a parrot

I AM GOING TO bite somebody's head off soon

I GOT aids. Haha kidding. Seths new email :D

I CLEANED out my box or totally-useless-but-sentimental junk.

I WILL go and work soon. I hope

I READ lit notes today. And surfed friendster.

I THINK I miss you and your retarded Fender:made in usa shirt more than is normal.

I WISH I had a remote control for my frigging life

I HUGGED nothing. I'm unloved :(

Not a good day. Combination of missing 2 people overseas, 2 people in singapore. waking up early, bleeding mosquito bite and no sugar.

I'm sorry I'm this way.

Bye.

46: oddly,

2008-03-09T11:20:00.002+08:00

Dont say camwhore, say photoslut XD

I spent my morning laughing at ahlians blogs :P

(this is code for : I have really no life)

Still kinda stunned from last night with Geoff.

OMG dont think dirty!! we just talked so much. mannnn.

And just MSN-ed a bit with sher. Miss that dumbass so much.

I swear, if these walls could talk,

Theyd never shut the hell up.

On a retarded note, I'm going to try lian-ing and psot the photos up here. Should be an interesting experiment

45 : and when they say forever

2008-03-08T23:05:00.002+08:00

Babe, I love you.
And I dont know what else to say.
Just know that I do, and it won't change.

Rascal Flatts - Bless The Broken Road Lyrics

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

XOXO

44: red sea

2008-03-07T21:56:00.003+08:00

AND HIS BLOG IS PINK!!!!!!

Prize giving today was boring, except for the speech by Prof. Thumboo. (how cool is his name?!!) haha. I shall marry a guy called Erik thumboo in the future :D ( fat hope)

BTW, Erik is the phantom's real name. POTO is So the love XOXO

geoff's prolly got the shock of his life this afternoon when Me and Mongyi pranked him. "push off from my stead!!" HAHAHAHA wthh I have no idea where you got that from my dear. i was LMAO mannnn Poor baby I STILL LOVE YOU!!! :D heeheee.

Our school debate lost to Ri :P ohwell. apparently, we were, to quote, "fluffy" arghhhhhhhhh c'mon SC buck up buck up!!!!! :P

Tomorrow Red sea art gallery and B&J with Mong and Debo :D cant waitttttttt

(sugar, wish you were here : B&J :D)

ok thats enough of my ramblings.Goodniht all!!!!!!!

43 : all about you

2008-03-05T21:24:00.002+08:00

And so, art today rocked my bibi and baba socks :D YEAHHHHHHHh I totally owned the FEB man xD

On the other hand, G sounds a bit down on his blog, and this explains the following content :

Hey babe, dont think too much ok? Not about about this current slump you've gone into : dont stress too much on it. I'm sure that all you need is a bit of time to clear your mind, to think, and not force yourself to write when youve nothing to draw on yet. Dont think too much abou the future, where youre gonna go, what you'll end up doing, even JC. You kinda know, just not too certain yet, and theres no rush yet; a minute can decide your future, but you cant decide your future in a minute. Think it through, and dont do something you dont really want. Dont worry about army alot either : we'll cross that bridge when we come to it, and I'm sure you'll make it, cause I say you can, and I believe it. And most of all, dont worry about tomorrow, or the past, or fear, or pain, cause all these things we either possess or experience, and since its inevitable, dont waste your time thinking bout them. Let them happen, cause you cant stop them ,and learn to pick yourself up after them, to face them down anmd defy them, while accepting that they are a part of life, all at the same time.

Think about how you want to live in the future, even if its just for the people who love you. Think about the good things, the small everyday things that make life better. Think about how I'm so afraid to lose you now that I've got you, and how much I love you. Think about how even though I wont be able to shield you from the bad things out there, I'll be there for you anyway, and I'm not going to be leaving you. Think about how much I love you, cause I do, and I hope you know that.

Night babe, sweet dreams :)

42: so far, not so good.

2008-03-01T14:05:00.003+08:00

Eurgh. I really cant wait to graduate now. Get my ass out of that school. Its not everybody per se, just some people who make like terrible. Like the bloody flying elephant bitch. If you dont know who I'm referring to, just ask, and ye shall recieve a long rant about her.

Then , there are those people who make life better :D

1) where is sherilyn! why is she not online at my every beck and call! *panics*

and shameera has voted us to be the best couple; apparently its written all over our rad belts and roaming hands XP

2) Heard/ Read that Ronnie did pretty well. Congrats man, if you happen to see this.

3) Geoff baby won some prize thingy. Congrats babe! and he is now an official huimeisexual :D

4) I updated my fansite. To prevent it from becoming dead as I am when my chem teacher spots me :P

5) I saw the sweetest thing yesterday!!!!! and I shall relate it in detail when I can find the time

Chinese tuition! *mugs*

41: today

2008-02-26T15:16:00.002+08:00

Today :

I GOT home early so I can blog and slack around for a while

I CLEANED my fishtank. Damn you algae!

I ATE halal pork. Which translates into nothing.

I READ postsecret, questionable content, and cyanide and happiness. Which failed to make me happy (haha see see Ironyyy)

I WILL eat lunch, then get down to my homework and try to stop daydreaming so much.

I THINK I think way too much about things that will never come true or happen.

I WISH I had said "wait, I have something to tell you too"

I SCARED mongyi today

I HUGGED my wife and my neighbour (they are NOT the same person!!)

I AM hungry. Its is meredith's fault. BYE BYE

40: bleaurgh

2008-02-24T18:28:00.003+08:00

Today was............ bleargh

Games sounded a whole lot better online than in person, so that sucked. Chinese tutor showed up early so I was still asleep (yeah I wake up at the last minute ok)

BLEURGH my flu isnt any better. I feel like I'm drowning in snot half the time so yeah. And I can't afford to miss school anymore, so whoopdedoo.

Sigh. I dunno. I just need to get out of this rut I've somehow managed to drive myself into. All I do is eat, go online, try to sleep, go to school, and try to THINK about doing work. Icky. And on top of that people leaving things changing blah blah blah blah blah. Just not my year. I guess it doesnt help me to concentrate on my work when my loves arent around ( as I hoped ) but just makes things that much worse. Plus having to see that guy everyweek and not talk to him cause, I dunno.Cause He said not to, can we just be friends (isnt that what we were?) I cant handle this, I'm not ready for you I want to be fair to the both of us, I cant give you full commitment blah blah blah blah. SHEEEEESH I dont need your 100% retard, I just need YOU. Just say you got no time or you found out that you dont actually like me after all. Thats always how it works out anyway, isnt it. I hate this limbo we've been thrust into, where yeah we're friends, WHO DONT TALK AT ALL CAUSE ITS SO BLOODY WIERD NOW after the first week where it was ok. Can we just go back to where we were before? I know its probabaly too late now, but if you ever see this, can we please just be ok again? I hate the way we just dont talk cause we're so afarid of falling for the other. I wish I told you that ; yeah, I'm a heartbreaker, but I won't hurt you, Sweetheart.

ARGH ok just ignore the paragraph if youre from my school or church. Its just one of those wierd things that gets laughed at cause the person its intended for will probabaly never see it, and the writer is being stupid why cant she just tell the person whom it so concerns. I tell you its cause I'm a bloody coward, and cause I'm also me. Thats the way I am. I'm sorry. If you dont like the way I write, dont come here. DUHH. Ok now leave me alone to do my work and feel sick and try not to die.

Unless you live in a different country from me, or your initials are A.C.

bye.

39 : summer days are drifting away

2008-02-22T20:37:00.002+08:00

Serious mugging starts after March, which means HUIMEI IS GOING TO DIE woohooo. Or I shall morph into the hardcore mugger one again :D

Hmm. Sad. They cancelled Dramafest, and MADDCAP. Dont want to believe it man. And they changed techers for drama. One is cool, the other sucks BIG time, if you know what I mean XP Plus, juniors this year have got a real attitude problem. Never thought I'd say this, but I cant wait to graduate. xP

Bad start to this year. Screwing up lots of tests, scoring only on my Lit History SS and English, which is nothing to boast of. CHINESE CHINESE please be nice to me let me get my A in may do I dont have to look at you anymore :D Add on to that my ART omg i'm going insane over it. Plus, all my loves, or most of them have gone overseas. Kaixin and Sher in melbourne, Seth in NY and saffy should be somewhere in the Blvds by now. The only pro I can see of all this is that at least I wont be distracted by them (I hope) for now. And after O's hopefully I can see them again. :D not too much to ask is it? sighhhhhhhhhhhhh

MUCH MUCH love to geoffrey and Lancey and chingy. And of course laura (oooohhhhhh) for keeping me very very sane. Or insane, however you see it :) haha. CHEEEEKEN PASTAAAAAAAAa omg that was so funny!! :D But ronnie is still MIA as he's mugging like mad. Cant blame the poor bloke though, but cant not miss him either XP miss our lamenesssss.

Hmm OH OH and I've got a neww songgggg!!!!!! or at least, the beginning of one :D

A is for AIDS which will kill you soon

B is for boobies which are shaped like the moon

C is for can which is good to eat

D is for dog doo which you find on the street

E is for the elephant's who's in charge

F is for Fuck you, you stupid arse,

G is for a girl I know, and

Hey, wanna try out this hoe?

Idiot, she's got no ID

J is for JC, where she's studying

K is for ketamine, which will give you

Lumps on your dick

M is for minor

Now you'll be locked in the nick

Oops I'm sorry bro I really didnt know

P is for please dont get pissed off

Q.......

HAHAH ok thats all I can think of for now :D

___ outttt

38: end of an era

2008-02-18T22:08:00.002+08:00

Sherilyn's plane leaves in 51 minutes

I chickened out of a long and lengthy convo with her, which would have ended in tears anyway, ( I'm sorry)

Banned from going to the airport, so

I dunno

I mean, we said it all didnt we? whats left to be said?

I'll just be wasting time, dreaming the hours away during school, just waiting to see you again :)

Update me ok babe?

I love you, and I'm not going anywhere.

have a safe flight :)

XOXOXOXO

37: lahhhhhhdedahhhhhh

2008-02-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

VERY VERY STRESSSEDDDDDD

Valentines day : going to buy the rest of the pressies in a few minutes :P hope I can find smth mannn = 2 points

Tomorrow : IMH visit. Go and see the crazy people, and hope I dont become one. Coming back just in time for art sommore = 3 points

MUST resend cheryl bio photos. and do all my homework. Which is DAMN ALOT like, my schoolbag also cannot fit all = 5 points

Failed math test, chem too. Damn damn sad. I studied super hard ok!!!! = 3 points

Tomorrow art. Go and face the techer from baby-bootie-helland show her what tiny bit of work I did. And get roasted . = 2 points

Bored doing work, no time to rest. And hardly anytime to talk. Plus sweetheart isnt picking up (claims he's busy) and sugar is damn hard to get a hold of. = 4 points

Sher and Kaixin leaving soon. More people leaving. Sigh =5 points.

So, 24 points of out 10. Yay man.

but, but

Talking to Geoff baby (and others), walks out of the house, FINALLY writing again, my wierd little juniors, Debo and Mongyi's lameness =????????

Does it even out?

Friends. I can handle being friends for now. But can you sweetheart?

Maybe it would be better if we just let things happen, and not try to apply logic to emeotions.

I donno.

36: salute captain obvious

2008-02-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

today was pretty sad. Mondays always get me down somehow.

Got pushed to do veryVERYlastminute class decorating. Pissed off due to my own stupidity at agreeing. DID MY BEST SERENE YOU BETTER LOVE ME (again). you owe me liek 274345678298476 favours already lahhhhhhh.

Tomorrow, CNY celebration for last 2 periods. I'd rather pon and go home. Have to stay back for history lecture sommore. SIAN. Plus, saturday got to get home early, so no coolios busride :( I'm sorry sweetheart. I promise a bloody good valentines day gift ok? :D One I'm sure you want. At least, I hope you still want it :P

And me and PeeWee had fun desecrating the noticeboard. No longer does Zay rock :D

Claire, aka Captain obvious, has done it again.

Discussing Doul's genius, I went

ME: Its like, she has a thumbdrive in her head!

CLAIRE: Yeah, and, ITS PORTABLE !!!

ME: ...............................

I have yet to see a non-portable thumbdrive. :D

" sorry babe. it'll be morning when you see this so good morning to you (:"

(Yes, baby, I love you too :D)

35: Bye wong wong

2008-01-31T20:10:00.000+08:00

" OH MY HAMATINI!!"

Today I made debo SHRIEK in fear, and now she claims she hates me :D HAHAH I'm sowwy did I scawe youuuu? AHAH :D and we wasted alot of time throwing odd things at each other. Plus teri thinks I'm manly. EWWW haha. cause she hasnt met my man yet :D

Hmm. Drama today was kinda boring, but our cheer is too cool!!! (to the tune of pink panther) "we do, we do, we do we do we do NOTHING AT ALLLLLL, and then we SLEEP :D" mannnnnnHmm. First day without Cheryl Wong laming around behind me. Not that I'm close to her, but hey, still can feel the missing presence. Besides, I've known her since P1, so its gotta count for something right? :P

And AND AND Huda did the MOST DUMBASS THING TODAY!!!!!!!! numbering off during drama, one 2 one 2, then huda goes THREE!!!!HHAHAHAH OH MANNNNNnn :D

and had a very interesting phone call today. Echo-ey :D and extremely sweet. HAHA youre so sweet I'm getting diabetes, and if I get hospitalised you'll be the best drug I could get. :P and YES I hope this makes you happy, cause SOMEONE said nobody ever blogs about him so here. BLOG BLOG BLOG ABOUT YOU :D HAHAH yes lame, I know. *insert high-pitched squeak here* and yes, I know youe gonna be such a hottie in the future. look at Gerard way. He looks way worse then you do now, and he's like, one of the sexiest men alive now. So I can safely imagine how you'll look in the future babe. And youre all mine :D woooooooooo STRIP SHOWWWWW yeah yeah yeah yeah XD

Heh. One more day and counting down the hours baby :) XOXO

34: love ya tooo

2008-01-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

heh. amazing how so many things can change in such a sort time :D

I'm sec 4. The realisation just hit me :P time to NERD BABY!!!! work hard now, party harder later.

drama is soo, soo different now. But I guess we can all learn to adjust, all learn to RESPECT AND GET ALONG yeah its tough, but I shall learn to uhm, like *** again, or at least not gag whenever I try to say her name. operative word being TRY.

Art, still as cool as ever, the mongyi show continues, and Debo now is twice as cool now, cause of her PIERCINGGGGG yeah!!!!! haha and YES we are SO gonna go moshing together man!!!!!! heh. Seniors came in to talk to us, and the main thing we learnt is " waste space, not time" :D

AND AND I used to complain about going for chem tuition on bloody saturday morning so much, but not anymore :D cause I got you DADADA DAAAA (insert rest of McFly song here) haha. Yeap

SWEETHEART!!!!! I love you sooo :D You're one of those people who make it all ok for me, and I cant wait to see you again :) cause you make my heart beat and burst with love :D heh. And your cheesiness and mushyness and high-pitched squeals never fail to cheer me upp :D I will castrate any guy who hurts you and behead any girl who breaks your heart :) kisskiss hughug

( fuck fuck?? ) heh.

(lime green for important notices)

Love ya sweetheart :)

" good morning beautiful :) "

33: existence

2008-01-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

hey sugar,

Know you dont wanna talk about it now, or maybe ever. But, if you ever do, I'm here ok?

I'm not going anywhere.

I may not be able to fix it, or make it better, but at least I'll listen, and you can cry/scream on my shoulder/into my ear.

And I understand if you dont come back. Go, dont turn back. Go, live your life, go and be happy, away from people who make you sad, cause I think you need more than you get. So go, run ab=nd save yourself.

And its all cause;

Sugarr, I love you so

32 : pain

2008-01-25T18:47:00.000+08:00

ouch.

The saddest thing is, I stood up for you and refused to believe what I then percieved as rumours. I stood my ground, against all of them, and I told them I was gonna believe what you told me, cause you were my friend. I put alot on the line cause I BELIEVED you.

I TRUSTED YOU

guess it wasnt enough huh?

I give up. I really do. I'm not superman, I cant do everything. I dont just give up on you, or us, or what I though was a frinedship. This is the last straw.

I give up ENTIRELY.

what else do you want me to say?

31: updates => producers and paradise

2008-01-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

And the few random things that happen :D
This is from the pastt few days so dont murder meeeee :D
By request : MONGYI HAS FLYING OVARIES!!!!!!!!! :D

DRAMA is on again :) Lunch with the sexy people, and almost giving the milo auntie a heart attack with sarah and I's antics :D woooo-hoooooooo.
the postits make me laugh " bond. ~~JAMES~~ DRAMA BOND " and " we're gonna bond like SHYLOCK"
Only in drama man :) AND AND our introductions :) " HI! i'm melissa!!! and this is just to make your life harder!!!"
Todays movie was damn cool " If youve got it, FLAUNT it" :D got it stuck in my head. Along with the " keep it light, keep it bright, keep it gay" and all the damn hot gay guys :D freaked sarah out like mad on the swings. I'm slowly but surely corrupting and converting her ;) yeahhh give it to me baby give it to me !!!! AHAHHA

ARTTTTTT getting harder, but still coolios. DEBORAH AND MONGYI BROKE THE MODELS HIP!!!!!! ahah damn funny
" oh no it broke!!"
" we broke the model!!!!!"
" ahhhh put it back put it back!!"
" eh wait wait I cant see what I'm doing!!!"
"lift up her skirt lah!!!!!!"
" ................"
" just do it!!!!"

" ok ok done can see anot!!!!!!"

" ok careful!!!!! yae ok its back now!!"
" stay, stay............"

AHAHAH OMGGGGGGGGGg damn funny. And we went around the whole school taking wierd photos :D and got the photo taking for our bio project done :D yessssssssssssss. And the mongyi show continues, with the first episodes being " mongyi and the artpiece" and also " Mongyi and her adventures with the camera, guest starring Deborah lim "
Plus, lately got to talk to the bulgy-eyed mr R, whos our art teacher for this year. Better teacher thalast years guy. Damn good artist, plus he doesnt talk like a normal teacher, slighty offtrack, so thats rad I guess.

Miss sie made us watch a movie called " Return to Paradise"
and it really made me sober up.
Its about these 3 friends and woahhhhhhh cause they were taking hash in malaysia, so when 2 of them left to go back to newyork, the 3rd guy got busted, went to jail. Then only 1 of the 2 guys returned to save the guy, cause if they return, they each get 3 years jail, but if they dont, the 3rd guy (Lou) dies. So only 1 guy, sheriff, returns. Damn sad, cause just as the judge was about to just send both of them to jail, the american press turns up and theyve written an article crtising the malaysian penitiary system, saying theyre too strict and all. So the judge gets pissed off, and sends sheriff to jail, while sending Lou to be hanged at dawn anyway,a nd the hanging scene is just heartwrenching.
It goes like, Sheriff is awakened by muffled screams, which gradually increase in volume. He walks to the front of his cell, and curls his fingers round the bars,peering out as far as he can. You can see that what he witnesses makes his blood run cold; his friend lou, being bodily dragged by four burly guards down the corridor, kicking and screaming " I'm not ready to die yet!!!!! I dont wanna die!!!!! " over and over again, tears running down his face, his scrawny body twisting and writhing and trying to find a way to escape. Then he's dragged out into the yard, ou tof sight.
Sheriff runs to the little window in his cells, which overlooks the courtyard, and in a bit he spots lou being dragged up to the hanging platform, and starts to frantically shout down to lou, till Lou looks up and sees him, his face looking all whit and pinched, and scared, not like a coward, but like a little child, alone and lost. Then what sheriff shouts down to Lou just about breaks my heart:
" Lou!! I see you!!!! youre not alone!!! LOU, I SEE YOU, YOURE NOT ALONE!!"
and he just tells him that, over and over again, and Lou stops struggling, even as they bind his hands and loop the rope around his neck. He just keeps looking at sheriff, and sheriff never takes his eyes off him, and they just look at each other one last time, then the executioner pulls the rope,
and its all over.
Just get you thinking, doesnt it?
you can be too young to live, but youre NEVER too young to die

30 : updates peeps

2008-01-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

YO YO bounce up and down :D haha
ok , sorry to the few people who read this!!!!!! I really dont have time to blog, I'm damn busy. Get home around 6/7 everyday. NO KIDDING. plus homework and projects and all that shitzz. Good thing I'm a vampire, cause they cant die twice :P heh.

OK OK daym quick updatessss
Class is still 4 GEE WHYY yeah baby. Cheryl wong is leaving for bloody china at end of febuary, and I can tell her presence and lamesness will be much missed in GY. Turned out Seren's letter to the school worked, and much to her delight, Mr J is our bio teacher again, and he delighted in telling us recently that the white stuff flying around in the morning is the plant equivalent of FLYING SPERM. Instant pandamoneum in gy :P HAH I mean, what else do you expect??? XD

JYM got remixed, got new cells, all named after TREES. I'm in juniper, and I dont really know anybody in it so I hope to change that I suppose? :D yeap. Gotta learn to open up to new people and changes. Clara looks older this year somehow :D heh. FINALLYYY.

Waiting at the busstop, me and sher were treated/traumatised to the sight of 2 very moronic guys trying to climb over the road divider. Not the low,silver metal kind, the GREEN, HIGH,SPIKY kind. How moronic can you get? haha. The guy literally SPEARED his ASS and BALLS simultaneously luh then when he got off, he was like staggering around clutching himself in pain while his friend just laughed at him XD WTHHHHHHH hahahahahah omgggggg and we just couldnt stop laughing at them. :D sorry boys, but who asked you to??? Gonna miss our little *ahem ahem hushhush winkwink* rendezvous at the busstop every week my dear ;)

Missing smexy and saf considerably,and tanya ( duhhhhhhhhhh) and soon sher's gonna join the Miss List :D heh. I dont need a hit list, I have a miss list of people I miss. Cant wait till O's are over, and hopefully you guys will get back to this mushroom in the months of late november and december so we can go out and go mad :D got a damn long list of things I wanna do. LUCKY TROLL HAIRRRR and UV's with deborah :D Plus go back to loop. DAYMM I MISS YOU GUSSSSSS geordie-lenny-chingy-carrie-carey-cherylyn-casey-jakie-lancee-tantan-celeste-donny-benny-barry-lacey-chickie-kevin-ken-ross-andthekidwiththeunpronounceablename AND ALL YOU OTHER GUYS I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU and yes, I'll be back ok save my slot for me eeee :D kisskisshughuglovelovesmoochsmooch ;)

ok, time to go, bye chickies

29 : HNY retards!!!!!!!

2007-12-31T21:45:00.000+08:00

Its approaching the end of 2007, and by the time I finish typing this it'll be 2008 already I suppose. most people do a little tribute to people that made a difference in the past year, so in the interest of going with the flow, here it is :D (no particular order, so dont nag meeeee)

LOOPerssss :

iVan /Stupid/ aka Ivan :

hey dumbass :D Just got to know you so much better this year. Heres to many more years of getting to know you more and retarding in the middle of the road together while everyone else thinks we're insane!!!!! who could forget our backseat driving jokes, the BFR and how we like to ride around and make peace with an empty town :)

sMexY / shortass / pansy boy aka Seth :

Hey my favourite gayboyyy :D love and miss you soo much!!!!! And I cant stop smiling whenever I hear about your latest antics and acts of spasticness from *ahemmm* hahahaha. And YES I actually do roll my eyes and say " thats SUCH a seth thing to do " you moron. OUR SONG OUR SONG ohmannn I still remember our whole routine YOU POLAROID PICTUREEE I'll never forget it love, and thats a promise. HNY to you too love

saFFie / saF/ aka Saffy :

hey girlfriend :D What can I say? we survived, its another year, another twelve months to get through before we get to roughly this point again :) your favourite spinning top theory my dear. I'm starting to understand it after 3 months of your intensive coaching :D ahah omggggg . Miss those house parties with the girls and the LIGHTSTICKSSSSSSSS girl. Plus all our come-on lines :) november november babeyyyyy

T/ T***y Tweety aka Tanya :

hey babe I havnt talked to you in weeksssssssss. I sooooooo gonna kidnap Brenda and Branddd one of these days they are so ADORABLE I WANT THEMMMMMMMm haha dont get into too much trouble or *ahem* BAD situations now my dear. Remember our wierd resolutions okk babe we cant break them this year! WOOOOOOOOO

Lancey-babyyyy / ILama aka lance :

Just got intro-edd to you a few months ago man. But love the way we get along like a house on fire (we dont need no water let the mother BURNNNNN ) ahahaha OMGGGG I love your retarded lamaaaaaa thingamajig. SAN-ANTONIOS WOOOOOOOO

the GIRLS and the BOYSS who know who they aree :

Love you babe-ettes OHMAN house house HOUSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE next year I'll be studying, but dont worry, I'll still come and annoy you guys from time to time :0 you wont get rid of me!!!!!! AHAHAH OMGGG LOVESSSSSSSSS

SCHOOOLLLLLLLLLL

Monkeyy/mongsterrr/ mongmong aka Mongyi : hey MACHOMACHO mongyi with the potatoe-musclessss :D hahah your-non-hugginesssssss and retarded happy-hamster-face and flying-ovary moments shall not cease!!!!! heh. say AYE to the mongyi show!!!!!!!!!

Bok akak Jobokkk : EHHHHHHHHH haha we must keep getting high on kiddy songs and embarrassing the hell out of mong :D hahaha and all our very lame jokes about fat mommas and everything else on the planettt :D WOOOOOOOOO

Tiffy/ tiffy K /tiff K akak tiff :

TIFF-ANYYYYYYYYYYY dont need to obsess about losing weight so muchhhhhhh youre so cute and pretty already ok!!!!!!! :D

LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Gunawan/ iguana aka tiff G :

EHHHHHH my business partner and co-director of the mongyi showwwww :D haha you probably wont read this, but YEHHH we must continue production of the show next year man :D sec 1gr 05 WOOOOOOOo ahah Happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!

Debo aka deborah :

one word, two letters : UV!!!!!!!!! soon soon babehhhhhhhhhhhhh VERY SOONNNNN and the dissapearing oness :D heh. and your cool yet scary sounding hip piercinggggg . I"M YOUR NUMBER ONE FANN OKKKKKKKKKK

Doul aka Rachel :

HEY RACHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH haha yes we shall continue singing next year!!!!!!! and HAHAH OMGGG " note thats its puck balls and not pucks balls :D"

Ana :

EEHHHHHHHHH HAHAH maht grinder meets the ahpek anteater :D cheerios Bimbooo :D

Serene:

AHAH I remember we were damn close in Pri 6!!!!!! haha. 3D 3D all the way!!!!!!! :D and of course, DRAMAFESTTTTTT

Potatoe/ wifey/ chinny aka Sarah :

Hey wifeyyy, we got one whole year together already :) lets make it to 2 years babe, and make shameera and huda jealous like maddd :D since huda has lost her loverrr and sham is in love with a fictional charcter :D haha

Yoda/yods aka Huda :

hey yodaaaaaaa HAHA our flashing monkeyyyyyyy :D you queen-victoria-bimbooooo HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!! *may------BE!* hahah

Shamimi/sham/ shamtheMAN aka shameera :

YO YOO shammmmmmmmm :d next concert I'[m booking you so we can go crowd-surf togetherrr :D AND YES enough about the perfect couple thinggg :P we dont want potataoe finding out do we :D heh.

JOYtheBOY / JOYJOYYYY aka Joy :

HEy there my dear HRA Presidenttttttt :D 3 posts in a rowww ;P I shall try to best that recordperhaps? haha. Good luck with your ToyBoy and angmoh guysssssssss :D OH OH FREE HUGSS!!!!!!! yeah

and yes, muchlove to my other seniors and juniors :D heh. MICHELLE THE PRUNE COME BACK SOON

JYM:

Si En :

hey my twinnie, dont worry too much about sec3, its more fun then I thought it woul d be as well :D And dont let what other people or what your parents do or say sometimes , at the end of the day, it all kinda works out :D and our secrettt shhhhhhhhh dont telll :)

Clara :

:D my dear fengpozhi, dont know what I'd do without you to entertain me every week and whenever we're bored heh. Hwachongerrrrrrrrr Good luck for next year :D LOVEEEEEEEEEE

Rachel/sarah :

Hey you retard, we have to wash cars more often togetherrrrrrr :D and go to BK with elsa!!!!!!! wooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

Elsa: HEY HEY you cant join the tall club yet :D soon maybe !!!!!! HAHHHAHHAH okok merry CHRISTMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Lester :

damn you lumpy, the guy who loves 3P :d hahah MCUBE lah MCUBE :D ok ok jking. Happy new year MO!!!!!!!!

Yiann :

ehhhhhhhhh :D my dear Juniorrr sec3 is fun, and so is OBS!!!!!!! and I'm not lyingggg ok :D good luckkkkk

Sherrrrr :

hey, best for last right :) heh. Got alot to put here actually, but no babe, not HERE [where alot of people will read it ] so yeahhhhhh My mistress, I shall miss you so much while youre away!!!!!!! and I'll love you so much when you come back :D :D yeahhhhhh

I guess thats about it. I'm half stoned, so apologies if I missed out anybody.

I guess this year was bittersweet. Full of sadness tinged with new beginnings, Joy lined with anger, all those out-on-my-head moments.

One year older, one year wiser?

may------BE ;P

28: and a happy new year

2007-12-25T14:40:00.000+08:00

Did you know that suicide rates tend to skyrocket during christmas? woohooo. And I doubt it has anything to do with fat people deciding to play santa and falling off the roof cause they got stuck in the chimney.
Sigh. Yes, I'm one of those grinches that only likes like certain parts of this over-commercialised season, but on the whole, I kinda hate it. IM SORRY, but I do. Oh well. ANYWAYYYYY

MERRY CHRISTMAS ~~mothafuckas~~ !!!
and a have a Horney New Year ;)
F**klalalala, lalalala and all that shitzz

Numbuh 27: the nightmare before christmas

2007-12-23T09:17:00.000+08:00

quick quick updatesss

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENEEEEEEEEEEEEE haha now I can sing you happy birthday in 5 languages :D come onlineeee haha.

Yes people its true. I thought christmas was on monday but NOOOOO its on tuesday so yae? ahah I donnno. Dou couldnt stop laughing at meeee :P heh.

Moley has been annoying me with pointless sms for the past donno how many days. LUMPY haha :D

Reggie had better return my belt. Or I shall call him cute endlessly :D

Carmennnnn :D doesnt everybodyyy :) EGOEGOEGO-------> ME!!! haha

SETHHHH I love youuuuuuuuuuuuu. :) early xmas prezzie. I HAVE YOURS!!!! MUCHLOVE MUCHLOVE XOXOXOXX

I just realised the penguins in happy feet are actually quite good at dancing. HAHA. And the amigos are too cute. Which explains seth's christmas present. PENGUINO MAS COOL :D omfg how adorable

*squee!*

Ok thats all for now I guess

*SQUEE*

26: the stuff you've all been waiting forrr

2007-12-18T13:41:00.000+08:00

BOO!

okok I'm damn tired, and later have to go out and get materials for lit project. :( ohwell.

CAMP : was awesome. Was in a group called ROMANS and yeah its was coolios. Cosisted of claudia adeline huixin junting clement kenneth yiann reggie and some new guy whose name I cant remember (sorry!) yeah. First day during the sentosa race was mad, cause it was muddy and gross and huixin couldnt keep the pace at all. Junting was really funny lah!!! carrying such a tiny bag and hes so huge :P haha and his random " c'mon romans!! lets go!!" heh. Thanks TINGTINGGGG :D Then we thought when we called in to say we had completed the task they would stop timing, so when we got back we decided to do a super-slow "roman walk" for the heck of it. Then we suddenly heard shouting, smth like "kaimin!! kaimin!!" so we thought kaimin was behind us. But noooooooooooooo as we got closer, turned out to be " timing!!! timing!!!" so we had a VERY mad dash to the finish line. Super unglam. Tried to sleep earlier, but near impossible as *ahem* somebody was snoring fit to burst. And I had a splitiing headache. Woohooo.

second day woke up just in time for 5bmx. Was higly amused by our instructors VERYY shortttt fbts. Sarah/rachel was obsessed with the fact that we may do the infamous dance from destination where. HAHA. didnt though. ohwell. Sher turned up just as we were about to leave for changi, so really damn good timing there :D. Ran around changi looking like fools doing wierd things. There was this guy in an airplane costume and we kept bumping into him :D how amusing. Then some people in our group had to do catwalk cause we bumped into the bogeymann. HAHA everyone stared at themmm.

The most memorable was when we tried to get the harry's bar napkins. Whole bunch of us waiting for the one employee and carrying wierd signs like " harrys bar we love you!" and whatever other thingss. Then all the cheering when he came out was so maddd :D haha

That night was a bit scary. We played underground church and I got buste by Ryan. But he had no idea how to question me!!! haha

" do you know what the penalty for being a christian is??!!"

" no sir!!!"

" oh............... *stones* ............ Its DEATH I tell you!! death!!"

hahah omg I almost started laughing man. Unfortunately I twisted my leg a little jumping down from the roof, so now I have a huge-ass bruise on my thigh. Blurb. Tried to sleep at 2, but ended up talking to sugar and laughing at the snorer. heh. And my freaky teddy!!! haha hes so cute ok.

Woke up several times cause it was so damn cold. Put on several more layers of clothes and went back to sleep. (I couldnt use my life size teddy bear as we've caused more than enough scandals already ) yeap. woke up a little late, but made it in time for 5bmx. lets all jump together!! wtf?? haha

last day was funnnnn we had some freaky war game and we didnt play in the end cause it rained like crap. And a *certain* someone decided it would be funny to soak me to my skin when I asked for a drink. :P I shall get my revenge someday!!!!!!!!

Altar call was madness. And very very personal. Very. So its shall go on another blog :D sorry peeps but thats the way it is.

played cards and told racist joke still damn late. 5am plus. And sher took me to fosters and we learnt a new song there :D she has an interesting familyyy :D haha. slept almost immediately once I hit the sack

Next day was the last, so found out my angel was benjamin (duh) and told my mortal found out who I was. haha. After it was so obvious lah. Yiann wasawarded little miss sunshine :D anddddd clement got little mr somethingg :D his not to us was so sweet :D awwwwww.

end of camp.

I will update about the dinner thingy and the nights with 2 certain people once someone starts sending me photos :D

toodles!!!

25: shopping paradise my foot

2007-12-11T18:31:00.000+08:00

Ok I'm in the midst of packing like mad for tomorrows camp and unpacking all my hk stuff, so just a quick rundown of the trip;
FOOD&SHOPPING Hongkong is not a shopping paradise, unless you like really really expensive branded stuff or you like those trashy/kiddy shirts with wierd slogans that dont make much sense or with lots of cartoon characters coloured wrongly on them. HOWEVER still managed to unearth a few good things I will wear soon enough. And the shops there close damn early, and open really late, so dont bother getting up early unless youre going to eat. The time you can shop goes from around eleven to 8:30 pm, so good luck.Food there was excellent, even the fast food somehow tasted better.Went to dan Ryans one night, and the steak was outstanding. Samantha was hankering for their potatoe skins, which came slathered with decent amounts of sour cream and melted cheese. Really good. And one night when our family split up for dinner, one half going elsewhere, and the other going shopping, the bill for 5 people eating at a noodle place cam up to HK$190, which is about S$30. Really decent. And YES the roast duck/goose/whatever poultry there is damn good. Just dont order suckling pig, its like trying to eat crispy FAT :P Bleh.
RELATIVES It was really really good to see my 3 cousins again. Sean (11) is taller and fatter, but not even up to my chin. He was rather well behaved this time around, and was actually rather endearing in certain aspects, such as asking if I would go everywhere with him (awwwwwww). Sam is, surprisingly, shorter than me. By alot. Like, below my chin short. So you can imagine it was rather a shock for me to see her, as my last memories of her involve me being only as tall as her shoulder. But then again, that was 7 years ago. And we got alot like a house on fire this time, versus when we were kids we were constantly bickering. Aaron is not much taller, and he got a crew cut (OMG) which doesnt realy suit him I guess. Hope it grows out soon. His hard abs have also kind of melted away, cause he injured his ankle a few months back and so, no exercise. Poor guy :P. But we got along real good this time, so YEAH I love my coussies. SO different from when we were kids and used to hate each other. But then, we grew out of it I suppose. I guess we all grew up.
HOTEL&THE OUTSIDE WORLD Hotel was ok, not big not small, beds were comfy, but the room somehow always seemed to remain super cold no matter how I tweaked the thermostat. And the city is damn polluted. Foggy everyday, and the buildings are black with soot. EW.
COMMUNITY The people there are loud, and rather rude. Here, if you bump into the wrong person you could start a fight, but there, its the normal way of life. Ohwell. And its seriuolsy overpopulated. On the best of days, its like taka during the GSS.Its always peak hour in HK.
BLAHBLAH&BLAH All in all, the trip was good. Despite the late nights, I feel strangley refreshed, and ready to face church camp. The only things I need to worry about now are whether I'm gonna get there on time, If people are gonna get injured during the games again, and whether our dear friend sher is going or not.
Toodles!

24: der letze tag

2007-12-04T09:51:00.000+08:00

ok, last day togetherrr with saf, so we hung around doing lame quizzes :) and eating, as usual.
MSN-ed random people, and she had this damn long convo with sher. I bet theyre gonna pull some wacked prank on me. :P bleh to you too madam. HONGKONG at bloody 4am tomorrow. Byebye to the mushroom (spore) :D haha. b eback ONE day before camp. :) all who said they are going so far had BETTER attend, cause we worked really hard for this camp and all. Really. And besides, I shall show up at your front door revving a chainsaw so all those who never sign up WATCH OUT :D haha kidding.
I think. :P
SHAMIMI I'm waiting for your genius post, seth I'm waiting for your christmas presenttttt :D haha UPS the united pot smugglers :) and saffy is waiting for me to post a new song so here it isssssssss :)

Not very polished yet, give me some time to work it over and We're good to go, but for now, heres the base of what is yet to come :)

Th explanation I'll save for another time

C'mon, I gotta get out
of this mess I created
for your entertainment
Keep your hopes up so you dont hit the pavement
I got no other choice (I got no other choice)
So listen up for the last time you hear this voice

Look up and tell me what do you see
thunderbolts are falling down on me

send your regrets and give out the pearls
and give up a hand for those strangled angels

I could find my way in the dark
we've gone down this road so many times
Its like committing a murder

where the only witness is deaf dumb and blind

When you see the future what do you see
Thunderbolts are falling down on me
send your regrets and give out the pearls

and give up a hand for all those strangled angels

23: sianness of doraemon

2007-12-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

:) this is my contented face.
Didnt go out with Moley/kara they all. WILL FEEL WIERDDD. yeah went for camp meeting. HAHA the pics from last year were super funny. Then Lai junxu timing super nice, walk in and do his signature "pull up pants" action after the picture of him pulling up his pants came out :D HAHA. Got my old specs back, so no more headache. AHHHHHH my life is so boring/sad/sian now, but cannot complain. Must keep my promise to _ :) haha.
Seth and Sher MIA again. Busy lah I guess. Saf is leaving 1 day after me, on the 6th. Difference is, I'm back after 5 days, she'll be back after 5 years. MUCH MISSED.
I am sian. Cannot wait to see my cousins again in HK. Miss aaron man. The other 2 haha but I miss aaron lah. Closest to me out of the 4 cousins I have. Bleh. My travel bug is itching already, can barely sit still liao, but must finish some homework before I leave. If not, cannot play with peace of mind. OH YEAH the other day super lame, went to watch some doraemon movie with................... Allen and gekwoo. you know why you never heard their names here before?????? Its cause theyre my mom's colleague, from NUS :D yeah. But they are damn lame, so we get along well. HAHA I watched doraemon with 2 university lecturers.............. BEAT THAT :D haha. Cabbed there with Allen, and we were telling lame jokes and laughing like crap the whole way OMG DANM LAME then the taxi uncle was staring at us mannnnn haha. Then went to carls, and we were all " kiss the burger kiss it" HAHAHAHA super lame. So kids, dont be afraid of your teachers, they probably make out with french fries in their spare time :P haha
MOVIE TIME ok the movie was typical doraemon lah, and his " guan ai de yan shen" (loving and caring gaze) was super funny!!! OMG haha.
So cabbed back to campus, and Gekwoo fell asleep WTH so me and Allen kept kidding around about the guan ai de yan shen thingg and the "underground sounds" CD HAHA his reaction is so funny!!!!!!!!! along with his honky accent HAHA damn cuteeee HEH. For a 30 year old guy, he really is very cute.
HAHA yeah thats about it.
sheesh.
I feel so sian now.
HURRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
ahhhhhh can people please call me, I feel highly sian/lethargic/restless now. Call CAll CAll and distract me. You want to propose to me also can, want to gossip also can, whatever lah. I AM SIAN.
haha this is so lame :)

22: make peace with an empty town

2007-11-30T12:10:00.000+08:00

& we were never meant to be lovers
Last night was so cool man. :)
Went out to botanics damn late, just wandered around with saf, looked at plants and the candles and sat in the pavilion to just do nothing with each other. Then our aimless conversation about everything and about nothing, with chocolate and each other. And TSK TSk our rendezvous in our favourite park :) and the whole "doe sthis constitute a booty call?" thinggg :) yeah.
It technically isnt one, but what the heck. Whatever floats your sampan man.
and as promised:
HEY EVERYBODY look at this girl!!!! shes my best friend and she used to be my girlfriend but not anymore!!! if you dont like the way we roll DEAL WITH IT cause we did :D and she totally rocks, so its SO your loss if you dont like herrrr. :D Cause you need friends like her to LIVE and if you dont, your life will turn into a crime without a witness ; it wouldnt have mattered.
loves babe

what little we know bout love , stole from rock n roll

21: culling the herd

2007-11-26T21:17:00.001+08:00

Lalala.
got my results backk :D I made the cut!!!!!!!! woooooo!!!!!!!!!!!
I tell you I was damn scared in the morning, going there. I mean, if I failed , I think I would have walked to the bridege and thrown myself over. seriously. Nothing else to lose. OK I am so lying here I have alot to lose if I die. I would have gone into severe depression.
BUTBUT I PASSED and man I'm going to study hard next year. This is the way my school culls the herd, and I was this ==> <== close to the blade, no next year, I think I'll buck up . I will study consistently next year and become a nerd with a pocket protecter and suspenders and whatever. Just get my good L1R5 so I can go to whichever school I like and do any subject I like. So I get the future I want.
:D watch for this name, its gonna be everywhere baby!

I am so much more than you think I am.

20: trivia thats not so trivial

2007-11-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

You know, the can opener was invented was invented only about a hundred years after the can. So in order to get their cans open, people would either use a nail and hammer, or a shotgun.

And in england, cigarettes are referred to as fags, cause during the war, the cigarettes came in packages that had " For A Good Smoke" printed on the front, so, it got shortened to FAGS.

Sherlock holmes never uttered the words " elementary, my dear watson" in all his books. The phrase was added only later on in any other productions on and off screens as producers decided that he needed a sort of catchphrase to boost his image.

The phrase " peace out" was coined during the hippy era, where people would say whatever mattered the most to them, followed by the word "out", to signify that they were now leaving. As peace was considered to be a major thing at that time, "peace out" became the most common saying, and it scaught on to this day.

you know what? I'm going to go against that tradition.
I'm saying " YOU out."
and you should know who you are sugar :)

19

2007-11-23T10:28:00.000+08:00

I got the post about yesterday done........................ :D
BUTTTTTTTTT
I'm not putting it up till sham does hers :D HAHA ok
( ans yes, I'm on Msn now so stop bugging me)

18: towning

2007-11-21T09:56:00.000+08:00

Out towning sooooooooooooooon :)
Time to forget troubles and be safe in the knowlege that our frienship spanning the pacific and indian and donno what ocean will always exist!!!!!!!!! :)

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
~~I never seem to get a lot~~
to me she really means alot(ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

17: byebye

2007-11-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

Bye Smexy );
you will be very very much missed here!!!!!!!!
My favourite gayboy it just wont be the same without you honeyyyy
mucho love to you my stupid smexy sicko shortass puffy bunny gayboy :)
XOXO
( I'm not really very sad cause I know I'm not actually losing a friend ,but somehow a certain melancholy hangs in the air in acknowledgement of your abscence, and the fact that you'll never be able to come back here again)
I need to be distracted till tomorrow.
Somebody? anybody?

15

2007-11-20T12:43:00.000+08:00

Res are tomorrow. I feel oddly at peace :) maybe its the weather. Halfway between calm and storm. Always makes me feel somwhat melancholy. :) games for camp are gonna be so rad man. Everybody please go ok? Might be huimei's last camp already. :D dont ask why, just know that it is.

Studied damndamn hard today. Praying like siao I will pass.

16: and all the girls come out to play

2007-11-20T11:13:00.000+08:00

Alrighty then. Time to move along from that previuos post. What does not kill me makes me stronger and all that shitzzzz.

RETEST WAS TODAY!!!!!!!!!! omg iam damn happy I could do ALL the questions ok!!!! And we all know what end of retests mean :D

GOING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! like finally. I've been stuck at home for around 3 weeks, and the only time I'v egone out is either to go for tuition/remedial, or to go running, to relieve stress.

OH MANNNNN I AM SO DAYMDAYM HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!

Today (tuesday)

- Tangling village Ben&Jerry's with Smexy ,Saffy, T, Lance, Carmen, Stupid

- Crapping at the skatepark

-Dinner at Dome with s&s

- farewell to smexy and T at the airport

Wednesday

- Breakfast with saffykins at macs

- go gallavanting till lunch

- meeting Stupid and his friend at pepper lunch(?) or wherever

- home to sleep and slack around watching reruns with saf

- nightnightnight!!!!!!!!! :D

Thursday

- tuition in the morning (bleh)

- rush to meet sham and yods (and pat?) at Bk

-BIG BIG SURPRISE!!! :D

- crapping around and all

-home at 5 or six to sleep

- Nassim road loop RAVEEEEEE at night :D

Friday

- NUS , my presence has been requested :)

no idea why, But I'm going to go and freak all the undergrads out :D

and thats my week. Sorta. Hoping to get a good excuse to pong on sunday. Dont feel up to it somehow.

allalalalalaalonglong XD

14: the news just came in

2007-11-16T09:45:00.001+08:00

I found out something I shouldnt have known, and boy do I regret it.

They say the truth hurts, but I never expected it to be this bad. A twinge maybe, a tightening of the heartstrings, but not a complete shredding of my metaphorical insides. Ouch. Guess this just goes to show how naive and sheltered I am, and this is the push I need to get out into the world and endure some hardship to thicken my skin.
But it really kinda sucks, to find out that I wasnt planned, and the only reason my mum wanted to keep me was to "do her duty" . Thats nice. Shes good to me and all that, but theres no actual emotion. Its all just a fucking sense of duty. I can finally understand why my dad left and didnt come back. I really can.
And the thing that hurts the most? He's been looking for me, and my mum made us move so many times to avoid him. He actually cares about me, and all this time she just let me believe he couldnt care less.

While my mother takes care of me cause its her duty,

My father, who I have never met, actually loves me.

13: postsecret

2007-11-14T12:25:00.000+08:00

For the record , can we have this off the books?
another promise
that ~~doesnt exist~~

We all have secrets, and we would all like to be able to share them.

And thus, post secret was founded. Its this site where anyone can send in a postcard with their secret on it anonymously, and every week the sites moderator, Frank, will choose some to put up. The site has no archive, so the secrets can only be viewed for a week, and often people write in to comment or give support to the secrets.

I cant help but be touched by the fact that some of the secrets there are ones I share also, and by the fact that complete strangers will actually type in messages of support and understanding to people they have never met. It just brings home the theory of six degrees of seperation, that we are seperated from the next person by no more than six people, as in, if you picka random person off the street, and your friends' friend know them, then thats two degrees of seperation. So everybody is seperated by no more than six degrees, and this effectively means we are connected to every single person in the world.
It just helps to know you will never be left with no family, in a way.

On that note, I've bought a bunch of postcards.

Its time to get everything out on the table, out in the open.

So you dont have to put up with society's dirty looks ?

12 : working at the carwash

2007-11-12T16:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's charity carwash was INSANE man :D haha we washed enough cars to raise $2956, so ............ :)

Yup. Was teamed with JP, but skipped off to sarah/rachel 's group, cause they need one tall person to wash the roof. Namely, ME :D heh. Then me and sarah/rachel went mad pouring water down the roof of this car that was parked on a slope and watching it run down the windshield. And the Vicar's car was so dirty I could write "wash me" with my finger ok. Which of course I did :) went to esso and slacked off telling lameass jokes man.

MADNESS :D Kena dragged for E3 and felt damn bloody wierd the entire time.I'musedtomethodistservicesdammit.

Then went BKing. OMG it was insane. We just couldnt stop laughing and we had all these things about where to spit food when you're laughing and how it may ricochet if you face a wall. It was kinda gross, but really funny. AND AND the BK ad we came up with that involved FLYING BOOBS ohman it was super retarded!!!!!

Jym was ok luh. STACY haha shes still not the girl for me!! and yes I drive her nuts like that :D Counted money with clara and tisha again.

Me and Elsa And Sarah/rachel have formed the jump club!!! We're gonna jump to all the fast songs from now on!!! haha. yeah.

ANDDDDD I got my new OBS partnerrr---------- Moley :) heh. Going for the 9 or 21 day course after O's so I can cream him in kayaking :D

RE's are next tuesday. Time to get back to mugging.

[ and she's asking you to give her a reason to believe]

11: quotable quotes

2007-11-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

So, ~~who~~ what are you doing here?

When us girls get together..................... you get all these quotable quotes :D
mucho love to Tanya (shes BAAACK) , saffykins, carmen and Jas :D

Jas : "The rides cool enough, now pimp my guy!!"
(talking about what some ugly guys gf mustve said about him)

random guy : Drop it like its hot, drop it like its hot"
carmen :" but its so not, but its so NOT!!! "
( hahahahaha!! in response to some cocky white dude)

Me: "you are SO the coolest loser I've ever met"
saffy : " awwwwwww eh wait wait WHAT did you say?"

carmen : "Dont let the haters bring you down"
Tanya " yeah, just let them alone to sink and drown"
*stares*
" what? I thought it'd be cool to rhyme"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA omg you wierdo!!!

Jas: "Guess I could sleep my way to the top"
O_0 hahaha then there was this awkward silence..........

Me :"I make BIG boys cry"
( I said this before I realised what I could be implying)

Carmen: "rollin' it"
Tanya: " huh?? rolling what?? like, down a hill?"
HAHAHAHAHAHA OMG

"DAYM.................. hot boy flesh at 2 o'clock"
( Me. I"M SORRY I couldnt resist ok!!! I mean, did you see T's face?? )

Me : " So, who you doing here?"
( Slip of the tongue!!! I swear!!!!)

10: learn to be quiet

2007-11-09T11:13:00.000+08:00

for the first time in a long long time, I find myself alone.
nobody msging me madly, nobody phoning and leaving 30missed calles again, nobody is picking up their phone either, and they're all either busy or tired. I'm so used to talkingtalkingtalking nonstop, or having someone talking to me till my ear smokes. I'm never alone. I'm always constantly with somebody, anybody. Even if I dont really like that person, I could just yammer away if only you'll get me started.

Suddenly, I feel tired too.

Maybe I should just enjoy the queisence

9 pictures

2007-11-08T16:26:00.000+08:00

As I promised ages ago, Pictures :D

Nightime at botanics :D can you see saffy's target? haha yeah she is your stalker yo.

When I saw this I was like O_0 wtf ???
I mean, c'mon man...........cant you just put"work in progress" or smth??

Ok I didnt take this one, but its too cool for words.
Somebody buy it for me? pretty please?

Nah. On second thoughts, I'd rather have him :D

I mean, how many guys look THIS good WHILE putting on makeup?

Ok I swear I didnt photoshop this one. I looked outta my window and POOF heart in the sky :D

Somebody up there loves you!!

And my somewhat-sain-and-annoyed face :)

8: ode to a class

2007-11-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

I'm blogging twice in a day, now how cool is that :D
haha. I'm really unoccupied today. Everyone was busy ; Sher and Seth were at work, Saffy was out hunting for GodKnowsWhat, Vanny, Lance and Carmen were at some ulu place skating their rad asses off. School people were, uh, ok I dont feel like hanging with school people.
Just feel so lethargic. After that sms to joie last night, I'm not exactly overwhelmed by pathetic self-pity, but there is a tinge of melancholy in the air as, like the shimmerings of past memories come to settle around me. Much in the way a film of dust will settle around anyone stepping into the 3gy classroom right now.

ODE TO A ~~SUMMERS DAY~~ SEC THREE CLASS
It just occurred to me: I'll miss you 3geewhy.
I'll miss trudging into school on rainy days to find Rae and Serene doing Rachels hair. We dont know wjat they're doing, but they're doing something.
I'll miss sleeping and stoning during math and chem and the class livening up during english, bio and history.
I'll miss fighting to answer SEQs and SBQs and seeing how far back our teachers fingers can bend.
I'll miss Rachel singing at random moments and attempting to speak chinese.
I'll miss all the long boring talks our chinese teacher gave about authors.
I'll miss sneaking food in class and smsing in the toilet.
I'll miss the "couple" cheryl and debra goei bickering.
I'll miss inconspicuosly using the class laptop to surf the net.
I'll miss running late for lectures and practicals.
I'll miss Serene's annoying but cool lawyer shitzz.
I'll miss Ana's lame jokes that only Doul will laugh at.
I'll miss our extremely gay and hot pink class shirt.
I'll miss the jokes about the Teeminator and mistytee.
I'll miss the brickpatterned backboard.
I'll miss being held back for aces day dance prac.
I'll miss cheryl crapping around trying to teach us all the dance moves.
I'll miss laughing at the people who get locked out on the balcony, especially on rainy days.
I'll miss Rae acting beng.
I'll miss all the wierd biotech experiments we thought of.
I'll miss getting dry eyes from desighing backgrounds for you guys.
I'll miss the whole pitaya debate.
I'll miss the noodle dance table.
I'll miss our bio techer telling us stories, and rachel anticlimaxing them.
I'll miss running from claire cause I didnt bring my homework.
I'll miss Mr lau making bug eyes and shouting at us.
I'll miss Ms logans talks about curry and eyeballs and fingers.
I'll miss peiwen and claire being stupider than me.
I'll miss Meredith and her ugly shirts.
I'll miss dissecting kidneys with leanne in bio.
I'll miss the labs smelling of goat pee cause of the dissected kidneys.
I'll miss getting a swollen shoulder from clayshooting.
I'll miss crapping in art with deborah.
I'll miss wasting lessons doing ambigrams.
I'll miss the mongyi show which will hopefully continue next year.
I'll miss getting locked in the art room.
I'll miss the debates about tattoos and piercings (yes Deb we shall get our UVs:D someday, someday )
I'll miss disasing bands and certain people.
I'll miss you making fun of my I think, therefore I am.
I'll miss the days where bugs fly into the classroom and wont fly out.
I'll miss dragging old newspapers around HDB blocks.
I'll miss being the last class to get anything done.
I'll miss being one pf the most bonded and charismatic classes around.
I'll miss all the fun, the annoying, the retarded, the bimbotic, the irritating bits of this class.
I'll miss you, 3gy. I really will.

7: videos

2007-11-06T15:17:00.000+08:00

Ok my cousin must be really damn bored.
He posted his bionicle videos on youtube OHMAN its fricking funny ok!!!
I like this one
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7DkBb0YUN8
it just him saying a warning or smth.
And a few more, to his credit. Can you hear his oh-so-funky auzzie accent? haha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fSHlv-0v0Fw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbpEY8gVy4E
His voice is so high pitched cause he's only ten. And yes, he is a freaking midget.
ok, I totally wasted my time today watching these :D
friends bloopers!!!

Season 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouTBrbkzK-g
love the part where Joey is auditioning for smth and his name is "holdn' ma groine" OMG funneee
AND chandler's "somebody kiss me!!" scene O_0

Season 2:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IW5QL1JwSLQ

The "say dada" thing is just too cute :D
And the "how do you expect me to grow......." is just CLASSIC!!
and phoebe's laugh is just so damn funny!!!
"oh sweet Jesus these are the cookies they serve in hell!!!!"
and when joey falls down? priceless :D

Season 3:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxQv8qxJrhE

"it doesnt matter ok!!she picked me!!!NOW, I dont have any clue what to say!!!!"
and ohman boyxboy love we=hen Joey hugs ross:D

Season 4:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aOkjAn0_Iyo

"What do I smell?"
And all the times ross's voice cracks :D
Phoebe's impassioned speech about him not having 3 kids coming out of his **** XD
"what the hell happened on that beach?"

Oddly, I couldnt find season 5, so on to season 6:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNPlzihKfRs

"ah ooh ooh oh no you didnt I did" "uuh ooh ooh oh nu uh uh uh uhm" *cracks up* XD
"I'm doing my brother" "thats, uh , gross"
"tastes like FEET" :D

Season 7:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vRgn46O41uA

"what more do you want?" hahahahaha " * chicken sqwuack* "
"or maybe we could put eyes on their hoochies and *cracks up* "
"your butt mitzvah?"
" I'm not finished!!"
And another boyxboy scene from ross and joey :D

season 8&9:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgV-ebQd-e8

Chandler screwing up :D
And joey "nice rack" HAHA

And stuff you dont really see:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DysJuZ-mUwo&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvAQ5IEpGJ8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsdePXGQoRU

yes, it pretty much a tribute to friends :D the tv serial that most resembles my everyday life :D